#may 19th 2012

[sharonsweeton]

[hkandfaygo-blog]

may 19th, 2012

my thought process lately has been sporadic. even if i do have a.d.d and depression, this is ridiculous. even though my mind is racing, i'm almost always sleeping, i know it's all in my head more than being physically tired, but i can't stop. i'm always tired. my eyes show excessive fatigue, which makes me even more sad. at this rate, i'll look forty before i'm twenty five.

[liftrunyoga]

I had a really good day at the gym today!

Although I haven't been able to get back to running (sinus infection), I went to the gym and had a really good lift session. I'm doing 100 lbs on the leg press instead of 85 lbs and I have noticed ease in all of my other reps (minus my abs - they were really sore today!)

I've felt a little bloated lately - especially since I've been eating whatever I can get my hands on since it's the end of the semester. Hopefully I can get back on track though when my schedule is all figured out.

Ex-boyfriend did tell me that I look like my abs are coming in. And that you can actually see my ankles now... He's living with me for a couple days since he "forgot" to put in an extension request form... Idiot.

[mariharren]

May 19th, 2012.

Today, I have my Section Finals Track Meet at Buchanan High School at 5 pm. And then I have my Senior Prom at 7:30. I'll more than likely be late to Prom. I won't get to have dinner at a fancy restaurant with all my friends, or get to do the whole picture thing either. But I'm not going to let that get me down. I'm glad we made it to Valley, its one more chance to break the school's 4x1 record. And we WILL break it today. Prom will still be great. I'm going to have the love of my life as my date and that's all that matters to me. There's no one else I'd rather spend that experience with, than with him. :)