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Alright, who actually gives a fuck to me and read the shits I write, probably noticed that I said so many times " Life's a bitch" and I'll say it again : Life's a bitch. Life's such a bitch. I mean, I'm the kind of person that is always conflictous, I'm such a mess ,can you imagine the head of a person like that? Voices screaming and all the thoughts in the same place. You can't even breathe. Now just picking a part of my thoughts, a big part let's just say... About my terrible 'love life'. I have these boys, I'll give them nicknames, you guys don't need to know my name or their name. There's Big Guy, Partner for life, Silly handsome and Cute Idiot.

Alright, I'm terrible giving nicknames. But really, one of them is 4 years older than me and we have this history, I met him last year and my parents hate him,even though he makes happy sometimes and laugh, other times he really annoys me.

This one... ahh... He already left me once,and when he came back , I received him,with all my love. Probably some shit happened to him, and I understand because I left him after a while,like twice. And he's always there with all his love receiving me. And I actually love him, but sometimes is hard,because he's far away from me and... I'm a mess, so when bad things happen I always leave and that's suck.

I met him in a game,we were friends and shit, he actually lives next to me, only 3 hours of distance,but I dunno, I think he's just a crush, because he's funny, and silly but when I need help he become serious and is there for me.

When I first saw him, I could see he was kinda idiot, but not in the terrible way,but in the... cute way .-. And everybody judge him, and thinks he's stupid and oblivious, but I found him interesting and kinda cute, so I started to talk with him,and he can be funny and smart and he's more than everyone else thinks, and I think he's just another crush... I really want him to find someone that loves him (and find him cute as much I do, or even more)

Okay,this is not a... umm.. a inverted harem. This is a part of my life. Shitty part, I'm lost and I dunno what to do or about my feelings, sometimes I think I'm too young for that, but I can't ignore, even though I'm young my head is a mess and that's hard because I'm young and shit. Waiting for the proper time pass and everything get better,

Observations: the way the first one declares his love, the way the second one uses his glasses and love my food :c, the way the third hates his apparence but he send his photos to me DX, the way the fourth just look at me and try to make our conversations the funniest ever.

I'm hopeless.