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another wendy and shiggy volume cover TEEHEE

finalized her hero costume i think... hopefully <3 except normally her hair would be up with her hair pin. but i didnt want to draw that <3 just like i didnt want to draw all of shigaraki's hands <3

not 100% happy with shigaraki's face but its okay </3

timelapse +version without lighting under the cut

currently using my time away from home wisely by rewriting some skong dialogue for my phantom reskin mod......

#benrey.txt #silksong #hk phantom #silksong phantom #hk silksong #hollow knight silksong #hollow knight #currently chipping at major stuff like lace & widow dialogues since i already have a grip on how to write those guys #everyone else will. come later #im also thinking of rewriting the journal entries since i have to make up my own phantom interpretation #godspeed to the person who is making a phantom reskin of the sprites already i am intimidated by like 5k individual sprites #i will start working on sprites soon-ish though #maybe like 1 anim a day or something #im glad i decided to go the whole mile and just commit to basically rewriting the whole narrative lmao #anyways im not doing a lot of stuff yet just some stuff i feel like is easy enough #also to the ask in my inbox ill get to it later tonight when im not as busy

ohh javieran … javieran post kieran’s death .., javier is a poor lonesome cowboy in america a long way from home with no more sweetheart to sit and talk with him ooohhh can anyone hear me ….

#someone on tiktok found poor lonesome cowboy in an old archival-esque book of cowboy and campfire songs and as soon as i saw this i gasped #ummm burst into tears actually ! thanks ! i’m so sad !#poor lonesome coyotito who parted from his city and who has no sweetheart to sit and talk with him ☹️#they make me miserable #i was just gonna put this in my drafts but i already have 15 drafts and i fear if i continue to put ideas in my drafts “for later’’ i will #never make another post again … so instead of setting myself up for disappointment i’m just gonna start posting like i do on twt #which is where i post every unfiltered thought i have :)#it’s MY blog and I get to make useless textposts constantly because i know im incapable of making any actual content atm #i’m hoping to draw something based off of this some day though :( i’m already having ideas #usually i sit in my mind palace and tinker with my au where kieran lives but unfortunately sometimes i must face reality and think about #javier’s loss and heartbreak in canon <//3 #i need to rewatch kieran’s death cutscene and see where javier is and what he does because i’ll have to write his initial #response to grief depending on that :/#whether he’s frozen in disbelief or actively involved in the retrieval of kieran’s body (if he’s even around at all)#javier isn’t really the type to scream and sob out in pain in the moment but i do think that when he finally had a moment to himself (likely #all the way in chapter six considering how chaotic everything gets and how he’s involved in like … everything following that) (which also re #minds me that he literally goes and gets tortured in guarma immediately after losing his lover. i have to kill myslf. anyway.)#i think it probably hits him like a train and he begins to hack and throw up like the weight of grief is literally crushing his organs from #the inside out 😕 javier escuella the lover that you are sets you up for such devastating heartbreak im so sorry #idek how much i want to tag this. maybe ill pull a moss and start using my own tags for characters #rdr2 #image #hero's talking to himself again #hero’s kieran #hero’s javier #hero’s javieran #just so i dont have to clog up tags 💛#i will tag #javieran #as normal though

Sigh…. I wanna talk about something but i unno what to talk about..

Imma just.. stand over here in guess..

#psh… im not bored supposed to be doing work what are you talking about haha.#i didnt draw that for like a minute instead of doing non boring stuff whatttttt #look im in that moment of boredom where i aint doing anything but continuous return to the fridge and take a sip of apple juice.#i need something to get my mind going and it seems my brain has settled on this #you’d think id journal a ton considering how often i just chat dumb stuff in these tags honestly but nope.#I actually have an assignment where im supposed to go out and journal but *cough* aint started that yet… bah i got time dont worry.#wanna finish more stuff too. like this one dynaton animation. haven’t worked on it in a hot minute and pray i be able to soon #also smokescreen in the lead. bro I sketched out literally 100 ‘’pages’’ for one update im planning. not ep 1 related but excited for whenev #er the hell i finish that—#the next ep 1 updates are pretty short. i have a few small parts sketched out. 1 or two of them lined. so you’ll probably get a couple of th #ose befor the 100 pager haha #i dont journal too often but i have been trying to write a bit. started on another thing but like the dynaton thing I’ve been kinda busy and #haven’t been able to work on it too much. trying tho. jsut need the right headspace i guess. gotta lock tf in!!!!#ok imma try work on some linguistics assignment now. its 200 words cant take that long haha. haha. ha. ha. haha.#actually wait. bro my mind in a whole different world i swear— you wanna know why im taking a random linguistics course? most people take it #cause it’s mandatory for their degree or because they think its an easy elective. which i have found out is the normal idea. me? nah bro i #wanna use my new found linguistics knowledge to create better new languages for my dynaton world since words are cool.#wat do you mean thats not why youre here?#lmao anywho my favourite fact I’ve learned. i will share; vowels. different languages incorporate different amounts of vowels. like English #mainly uses /i/ /e/ /a/ /o/ /u/. some might only use 3. (part of) how vowel sounds are made is the tounge position. /i/ its at the front top #/a/ is down low. /u/ its up back. all the vowel sounds are in and around that box.. THE FACT is that youre learning a language with a new vo #wel. theres a tendency to shift to the closest vowel in you’re first language. so for example. people who don’t have /o/ but have /u/ may #pronounce… maybe ‘john’ as ‘june’.#i just find that neat. its like apart of where an accent is made i guess. but its neat.#ok sorry to spout random knowledge. if you got this far uuuuuhhh OOGA BOOGA RAAAUGHH!!!#hopefully this helped my boredom and will allow me to work. if i post again today then you know it failed.#ok BYYYYYEEEEE #might delete this later might not ill see how i feel weeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #have a good day #random stuff—

do you write fic on ao3?

unfortunately for everyone involved i do!

#ask #and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash #anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know #its not like im trying to hide it like eh #but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either #the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt #and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on #haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box #and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3 #SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one #ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky #because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically #and it really is ekky going 🥺 at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress #because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october #that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros #rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from #“it really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl #and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibility“#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane #slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic #anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority #anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon #because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3

weekly: hi thank you for following me. I'm literally following all of you home rn to give you a kiss on the mouth before disappearing into the night. if you hear steps approaching, dw it's just a 5'4ft girl behind you WATCH OUT

#I spent my free time today trying to edit oneshot I wrote two weeks ago but I hated it as soon as I finished #so I decided to not post it until I'm in a better mental state or whatever #this is not a hiatus ig its just a weird ass break while I gather my life together and kill this overthinking demon #if you guys want to pledge your swords to the cause by all means. you can be my knight in shinning armor just kill it pls #i even thought abt posting two mlists I have drafted (ldr!atsumu and knight!kuroo) to see if it could sparkle something #but I was like 'maybe I should try writing something for it first' and then I couldn't lmao #all this free will to post whatever I was but no courage to just yolo a series bc I like the ideas too much and I dont want to have more #than 3 on-going series. which again. so stupid.#ill take a cold shower now maybe that will fix me idk. sorry for being mia on discord too you guys know how it is #i avoid one so I donf have the urge to come back to the other lmao dicord and tumblr walk hand in hand to me #there's carnaval this week so idk maybe THAT will fix me. I need to unwind a little bit dkfndkj #anyway. maybe I should just show up here to rb stuff and overshare. i miss that too somejow #idk its HARD to convince little ellie in my brain that's okay to be online even when I have to time or energy to write or read #like who does she think she is.... stubborn little shit... holding her in my arms tho i love her but UAGHHH DIFFICULT 5'4 GIRL #<- me fighting my demons dw abt it btw #anyway quick shower and then a kiss on you all before I start worrying abt what to have for dinner #if you know my timezone no you dont ignore it pls ty #missing you all #e.txt

IT'S....MY TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY WITH REX NEXT MONTH??

#jane journals #self insert talk #💙 oh captain my captain 💙#HOW DID IT SNEAK UP ON ME LIKE THIS HOLY FUCK!!!#my partner was talking about all the upcoming f/o anniversaries she has cause theres lots #and i was like 'hm thats nice i wonder when my next anniversary is coming up' as if ive ONLY kept track of rex #AND LO AND BEHOLD....ITS NEXT MONTH #it feels like this FLEW by 🥺🥺#ive gotta do something for it!! something cool!!#ill figure something out!! i think i have an idea #and maybe write a letter to him 👉👈#ugh i havent seen my husband in a while #ive been watching clone wars with ruby but hes only popped up once or twice in these last seasons #hes gonna have some GREAT arcs im excited for soon tho > w <#every time he popped up for even a second tho i was like hiiiii oh my god hi 💖🫶💖🫶💖🫶💖

recent things

#With the heatwave combined with being ill for like an entire week it seems I've lost like 16 days this month #where I basically did barely anything... grrr.... The passage of time... My Enemy...#Now that I can finally hold down food and stuff I'm feeling a little better mostly and my sickness has probably passed. But I still #feel weird a little bit like.. some lingering weakness or something. I think I'm just already having so many Problems at all times even in #my 'Normal' state that whenever I get sick or something my whole system is thrown off for a while lol #I'm supposed to be writing like 2000 words a day still ghbjhb... I've had multiple days of maybe 1000 - 1500. And a lot of days #where I write maybe 20 - 300. I've still been chipping away at the same single quest dialogue for all 20 something #days this month so.. AUGH.. Though that also counts the 16 days I did nearly nothing but be sick and overheated #I finally edited that whole big sims video I wanted to post!!! but now there's an issue with it ... T o T #My fault for still almost exclusively using windows movie maker in 2024 lol.. but HHHHhh.. It's like every once in a while randomly #a fully edited video will not be able to be exported. so evil for this to happen to my first sims build tour in a while. but alas..#ANYWAY... I have been slowly working on little things here and there.. in my little scraps of time.. Wishing to be fully productive at #some point. Maybe I can finally finish and post some things soon. like costume photos or sims videos and etc.#BUT HEY.. that solitaire thing is crazy to me.. I don't think I've ever finished a challenge in under 20 seconds #before. huzzah.. tripeaks squad.. OH.. and an image of #curly tail boye.............. he..... I took him to the vet for a check up and he seems surprisingly okay for a 16 year old. except he has #a mild thyroid issue or something so I'll have to give him medicine. But every time he goes in I'm always expecting them to be like #Sorry. Your Son Is Truly Doomed. or etc. so I'm always shocked when he's fine... a strange boy with many strange behaviors #so I can never tell if he's just Being Weird or if he's sick or soemthing ghjbjh #Also the bad thing about never ending summer heat is that when it IS finally cool for a few days. I don't want to do ANYTHING. It's like wh #n it's hot I feel too sick to do anything. And then when it's cooler I'm like 'OUU the first cool day in WEEKS.. i want to just relax and #fully ENJOY the coolness..'' So it's always constant warfare with my body like.. NO ..we cannot SLEEP. We must utilize this small patch #of Non Heatwave to finally be productive and finish things while we don't feel sick. But then it's like ''ohoho...to lay in the cold air of #the morning restfully.. i shall have a little nap with a blanket on for once.. perhaps.. tee hee'' Always at war with the Tired Sleepy #it seems. AAAANyway...... grr............ slowly finishing things. still usually missing my target writing goals..#Hopefully will have some actual art or costumes or something to post soon. Fumbling through the summer weather as usual lol

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