Jan 17, 2020
after listening to black swan today i wanna make music, and i feel more love towards it than i have in a while and i feel like that's bts' power
art creates art
#i've struggled with losing my love for a long time now#ever since i started trying harder to make a career out of it#bc that's what i wanna do??? it's the thing i love i wanna do music you know#but the more you fight for it the harder it is to remember the love bc it becomes more about doing well#i rly relate to black swan and hearing it made me feel some of that love again#bc that's what i wanna do the music style was so close to how i would like to do it#and to give comfort to others while opening up and healing myself#like that's exactly it. why i love music#today i'll play the piano again. with happiness#maybe sing something#without worrying#me: trying not to cry in the bus club#aaaa i just wanted to talk abt this#my thingies#dontt rb
