12/17/23
This is my understanding of “I am _”
I am _ , meaning nothing exists without the “knowing”. The “knowing” is awareness,
Example: I know I’m breathing, I know I exist, I know I’m sitting.
When you use “logic” to explain this you’ll say I know this because my senses feel,hear,smell, and touch but all of these senses only exist and have meaning because “I am _” gives it awareness and meaning.
If I take away everything from what I perceived for a long time as “my life” and “my desired life” what is left?
Nothing is left.
To make something make sense to the human brain which can’t conceptualize nothing=everything.
The best way to put it is that it is a double negative. If something is nothing or 0 or blank, there isn’t anything to do or fill or add or subtract or be for it to be everything.
Nothing is enough
There is no desiring or suffering, no wrong or right, no good or bad. There is no devision of two things.
So if we are nothing and things that “feel” real are also nothing. We live life with knowing nothing is the truth. No one can answer your questions because you are causing yourself confusion.
“If you are nothing there is nothing to gain or loose”
Because you are already everything. You don’t need to desire a mansion or a dream body because nothing matters.
When you keep putting awareness or perceiving that living means that you need to achieve, succeed, manifest your still trapped in the the old cycle of past,present and future.
When you have nothing or are nothing what is left is just you In this moment.
I realized when you understand or “know” that “I am _” is the truth you won’t have a big epiphany or “aha” moment, why? Because you always knew this but instead keep searching for answers when the the answer is you
