Jan 4, 2025
Look, I love writing. In theory.
I love having a story to look back to and say ‘I did that’ but all my energy is going towards anything BUT being creative right now and I HATE IT?!
Bird Flu in the USA (so how long you reckon until Pandemic status?), the wars literally everyfuckingwhere you look, climate crises, disasters, terrorism, ‘your body my choice’-assholes, of which one got elected as president somehow? My own, pre-existing mental health issues, the existence of cancer, the looming threat of becoming poor because I am disabled, feeling misunderstood, watching everyone chase dreams, start families, //LIVE THEIR LIVES// while I sit here and can’t do anything but watch as it passes me by.
I miss writing and being able to draw.