I’m still quite surprised when people find me attractive. Enough to say very bold things about what they’d like to do to me, and then proceed to infiltrate my dreams at 2:30 am in the morning, 3 hours before I need to wake up for work. :P
I’m currently in that adjustment period where someone enters your life and you establish a “relationship”, though this particular person is very, VERY new to me, so there are a number of things I’m not sure about, and as much as I say that I’m a flexible person, anyone who’s known me for a while (or seen me in my element for like, ten minutes) knows that that isn’t necessarily always true. When people come into my life, I have to take a lot of time to learn about them, figure them out, in relation to me, and then decide how I want to proceed. Right now, we’re friends. By December, who knows? I’m trying to tell myself that it’s good for me to have a close partner that can keep me energetic and motivated, but also not to get too bogged down with the specifics that are tied to traditional “romantic” relationships. It’s stressful, but in a “butterflies-in-your-stomach” kind of way because it’s all still pretty fresh.
Other than that, the week has been generally productive/ good so far. Liv’s doing well, we had a follow-up appointment yesterday and her last one (hopefully for a while) is next Tuesday. I found out that I will have family visiting this weekend, which kind of sucks because I was going to chill with friend(s) but now I don’t know if that will be possible. Have a great day everyone, and thanks for following!
