#mccnlitvents

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life

has been hecking HARD on me and it's only gonna get harder 🤪 i'm joining a swim team, preparing for my CM piano test, preparing for my SAT, and rn it's finals week-

i have 4 secured A's tho i hope i end up with a 4.0

anyways sorry for my absence

new year new me

new year MORE STRESS seems like it

[mccnlitdreams]

mccnlitvents...pt.1?

hey, usually this blog is full of things that make me happy/entertained and there are the few posts that i reblog to increase awareness of certain events.

well, for once on this blog, here comes a vent. (ignore this if you're not interested; sorry for messing up your timeline uwu)

so i vaguely told my mom that i'm asexual. i don't need/have the desire to have sexual intercourse. yet my mom still thinks that once she lets me out of my sight, i'm going to fuck every single male on earth. i literally told her that i don't need sex, that i don't want it, that i can live perfectly fine without sex. i get that she's worried, but she needs to understand my sexuality and not take it as words that come out of my mouth. they have meaning. it was so difficult for me to put it into words and yet it doesn't seem like she comprehended it the way i had hoped she would. but it's hard for me to explain things, and if i can't say it bluntly then i look for other words to convey my feelings. i wish i had the bravery to tell her my sexuality and say that she doesn't need to worry about me losing my virginity at a young age. i wish that she understood that there are people who don't need physical passion in their relationships. she still has this belief that people who are younger than 18/21 are still considered children, when we young teens have our own opinions, beliefs, ideas, etc. it's just very frustrating in general and i need help on fixing this situation :(

if you actually read this much, please suggest me solutions. it's been too long and i've been frustrated for too long.