#meb faves

[mebiselfandi]

It’s kinda crazy how you guys have all become a part of my life. Like I kinda just came here assuming it would be like a me on the sidelines and just being in awe of everyone interacting but you guys are all so nice and welcoming. Even with my shy self y’all still included me. Now there’s bugs and pieces of all of you everywhere. In the flower picture folder from @seedlessmuffins to the Pinterest folder for @gabrieljayzoos and the TikTok f1 edit folder for @krocodilf and the playlist for @kevjrr. Everytime the moon looks very pretty I think of @sunofmoon and when when I see pictures of kun I think of @cherishlalune. Even the music I hear reminds me of you guys sometimes and I’m sure my irl friends are tired of me telling them how cool you guys all are. Even when I read a good book or piece of poetry I think wow @stargarland would love this. Even now I randomly bring you guys up like they were talking about Ramadan on the tv and I went ‘oh my friends @swaggypsyduck and @quickslvxr are muslim :D’ like an idiot and everyone’s like who?? And aaah there’s so many of you its overwhelming but I love all you guys so so much and I’m reminded of all your presences in life everyday. You guys mean the world to me and never forget you all matter to me🥹🫶🏾

Tagging everyone ever cause ah I love you guys so much💕

@mrs-bellingham @karotland @liverpool-enjoyer @mchiti @white-light-on-my-prism @neyxmessi @neymarka @neysdoll @puddleshorts @loveychook @le010n11 @cryingforcrocodiles @anchyxsblog @geooooooorge @kylianmbappeh @kymb-10 @vayvaov @brazilnt @calm-smol @cant-get-no-worse @cynicesthetic9 @pixeltori @meowmeowmessi @iriss0 @thesupermegahell @zbee @bettercostume @doinggreat @blaugrana-blues @photmath @anytimebitches @aastraeus @brazilnt @hannibunn @han-merlin @neybappe @neykyl

I’m so sorry if I left anyone out but it goes for every single person who sees this. Everytime one of y’all pops up my dash I get so happy. Everyday small things remind me of all of you and I love you all so so so so much❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[mebiselfandi]

Hello! Do you have any plans on continuing the Jude/Trent/Virgil fanfic? Or does it end there? It was so good

Hi anon!

I have actually written the second part halfway but fanfic writers curse got me and I'm too busy preparing for a funeral to finish rn but I am definitely working on it trust😌

Here's a snippet in the meantime anon (MENTIONS OF SEX UNDER THE CUT! WARNING IF YOU ARE AN UNSUSPECTING SCROLLER)

[mebiselfandi]

Hi! I love your fics so much, I even read ships I don't like! Ever wonder if the players know about Ao3? I want to post a fic, but it's making me nervous. If you're uncomfortable answering you don't have to. Thank you for everything you write, hope all is well with you! 

Hi anon!

Sorry for taking so long to answer, I got very confused along the way for no reason 😭

But omg thank you so much🥹🥹🥹😭😭 I swear you anons have been so sweet to me lately about my fics and I really can’t tell y’all how much I appreciate it. Also reading my fics even for the ships you don’t like is insane and you’re amazing and I’m kissing your forehead very softly💕

Also if you want to post a fic, I say go for it! It’s very nerve wracking posting a fic especially for the first time but once you do it and people start reading it you’ll feel so much better. And I’d say best time to post is weekend nights if you’re just starting out. And if you do post it, don’t be afraid to hop in my DM’s to let me know of course🥰🫶

As for the players knowing about ao3…well yeah kind of I guess. Idk but there’s thousands of professional football players in the world and I’m sure at least some of them know about ao3. If anything, I’ve thought more about players kids finding out about ao3 which seems more likely to happen and that’s just horror. Like imagine finding out people write fics about your dad. Scary. But yes I know on some level they know smth is going on but also like this is why I don’t really agree with people posting their fics to twitter or like @ the person on socials about the fic or shipping cause it’s like it’s not about them. These are fictionalized versions of them and it’s just overstepping boundaries to blatantly tell them about it. Otherwise yeah kind of is my answer. Plus I think most people find out about ao3 because they read books which leads to ff. And footballers are at the end of the day, a bunch of jocks who really don’t read as much as they play sports. So also no I don’t think they know about ao3 but it’s possible

But anyway, thank you so much anon for the sweet comment you’re so lovely and I hope you post your fic sometime🥰💕

[mebiselfandi]

i just reread your fic “beyond faith” and honestly it is SUCH a comfort fic for me. you describe love with such softness it endears my poor heart, you have such a gift!

Hi anon!

Sorry for taking so long to get back to you, I got lost in the woods :(

But you're so sweet really. I really love that fic sm and I read it so much I think I can’t do it anymore cause I now know it inside out lol. I’m all for sweet sappy slice of life fics and who better to write one for than those two who are so so soft for each other. I’m a little iffy about writing romantic fics cause I’m always worried that people will get sick of them real fast but I am writing one very sappy sweet fic for them rn which hopefully I will post tomorrow. If not that one them smth else but I’m determined to post a fic tomorrow 🫡

Anyway, thank yous sm for this it made me so happy. Happy reading and rereading anon🥰🫶🫶🫶🫶

[mebiselfandi]

Hi! Just read your fic about jude trent and virgil and OMG this is too hot I can’t handle it. I’m too shy to post a comment on ao3, but the fic is so beautifully written with all the sexual tension between them I have to let you know.

I love the part where jude is completely topping other people but willing to give a head for Trent and Trent only. The dynamic between these two is always interesting, I would say for me it’s more like a top Jude bottom Trent vibe but somehow sometimes I can also feel the softness in Jude and some subtle manipulation in Trent, and your fic perfectly describes that bit.

Virgil is absolutely taking control here. He’s definitely too hot, like I could even hear his voice saying the lines in the fic, so in character. The subtle controlling/captaincy is built in him with softness as well, that balance plays so well and poor Jude being eagerly wanting to impress him. Love love love love love the golden boy name calling, and Jude being like a teenager trying to prove himself, so cute.

Thinking about Trent and Virgil talking about Jude when he’s not around, either about sexual life or just as a friend or a fellow footballer, is just too much. Would love to know what they say and how Virgil reacted when he first heard about Jude and Trent were messing with each other.

Well, you definitely have done the job getting me thinking about this ship. Really looking forward to a part 2! Please please please im begging. 🥹

Thank you again for the perfect fic, and feel free to share this comment or not :)

The fic in question

Hi anon!😭🫶

Your comment was actually the first one I saw cause I logged onto my tumblr before my ao3 history morning and it blew my half awake mind. I think I read it like 10k times. It’s the sweetest thing ever pls

Yes I know most people make Jude the top and Trent the bottom but I intentionally kept the vibes a little vague on purpose so you couldn’t really tell who was what. So everyone has a different interpretation of the fic it’s cool to see. But I definitely wanted to kind of make Jude more ‘realistic’. Like he’s 20 I feel he’d want to ‘prove’ himself in a sense. I thought someone would call me out on the golden boy cause that only happened in December so I put the inaccurate timeline warning cause I wanted to keep the line so bad. I’m so glad you picked up on it too🥰

Also Virgil’s reaction to finding out about Trent and Jude would make for an interesting ficlet🤔🤔 I do plan on writing a part 2 for them if everything goes my way this week but idk how I’d fit it into the fic but I’d definitely try.

Anyway thank you for coming here even though you were feeling shy about commenting on the fic, it was such a sweet gesture really. Going out of your way like this just to let me know your thoughts. I loved loved loved your comment, absolutely adored it and I’m gonna read it forever. Amazing thank you so much you’re wonderful and I wish you so much luck and joy in your life😭😭❤️❤️❤️