I’m sorry, I need to stop. excuse me for being bitter. It’s the only defense I have against all this. I thought we were happy and then that crumbled away and now I’m just sitting here angry and alone. I shouldn’t have made that post, and I shouldn’t have backlashed against you the way I did that day. Just please understand that I'm hurting, and when I get hurt I lash out. I’m trying so hard to stop but I can’t help it at the moment. I’m an ass and I’m sorry for everything. I just hope you won’t hold it against me











