#medbllr

[winterwizzard]

01.11.2016 ||   day 1 out of four.

Cardio-vascular physiology : first attempt. 

physiologie cardio-vasculaire. J0.

[from-miss-to-dr]

lowkey jealous of all the med students who don’t have mental illnesses

honestly reading through other med studyblrs can get pretty depressing after a while. i don’t want to make assumptions but you can just tell by certain habits of studyblrs that they actually are on top of their lives. if you have the time and mental energy to rewrite your notes from every class, for example (i saw one studyblr suggest this)  but maybe im being presumptive? but i dont think i am lmao

and there are sooo many neurotypical studyblrs out there with such irritating advice which annoys me so much

and in real life the teachers and deans give the same sort of unfollowable advice that makes me so sad sometimes

also when im walking around the med school and everyones in their friend groups or going out on weekends and laughing and joking and just being normal im so jealous

there is only one other medic in my year who has the same adjustments as me - im sure there are a bunch with some more minor difficulties but idk i guess it would make me feel better if i was just 100% normal sometimes