Starstruck
She's looking up at the stars and she's amazed She says there's a whole universe unexplored, there's infinite possibilities It's all so beautiful And I agree, but the thing is I'm not looking at the stars I'm looking at her and she is so beautiful She is lost and hoping the stars will find her like she found them Will treasure her like she treasures them Will love her like she loves them And I'm lost hoping she will find me searching for her See me treasuring her like she treasures them Feel me loving her the way she loves them But while her eyes are locked on the sky she doesn't realize mine are locked on her They have been since we met Her energy clicked with mine instantly and it was impossible to not feel it So now my peace comes from looking at her smile, laugh, talk From seeing the way she dreams when she looks up at the stars How lucky are those stars? To be loved by an Angel A lost fallen angel searching for the way back to happiness Her eyes are closed, she's smiling Is it wrong to pretend it's because of me I can't tear my eyes away from her I feel myself analyzing every inch of her body Every breath, every sigh, every miniscule movement I'm intoxicated by the sight of her She turns to look at me My body heats up, Can she tell? Can she see my pupils dilate? Can she hear my breathing become shallow? Can she feel my heart beating? What is she thinking? She's looking in my eyes I need to look away before she sees through me But I can't look away I can't move She's paralyzed me I close my eyes, keep my body still, and wait for her to look back at the stars I flinch when I feel a hand on my cheek I open my eyes to find she's still looking at me I open my mouth but I can't find words to say She comes closer, so close I can feel her heart beating with mine Soft words pour into my ear "Do you know why I love the stars so much? Because their shine reminds me of a diamond. A diamond that makes my life fill with light when I'm lost. A gem that I keep in my heart every second of the day." I still can't move or speak All I can do is listen "Diamond" I hear her whisper as my heart catches in my throat "I think I love you" She pulls back and looks at me Her hands wipe a tear from my cheek, I didn't know I was crying Her eyes are locked on mine and for the first time my body can move I caress her face and lift myself to her ear and say the only words I can muster in this moment "I know I do" She pulls me back and kisses me Her lips are so soft and sweet Like they were made of cotton candy Her hands are so gentle and loving and I wish that she'd never let me go I hold her like it's the last time I ever will, her body fits so well with mine I think I finally know how the stars feel.... Being loved by an Angel -Medicatedkid
