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[distantshore]

patiently waits for the rampant suicidal thoughts that appear immediately after taking my meds and last fr 2-3 hrs every time to wear off like a good girlboy

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I heard that your pupils get big when you're looking at something you love-- does that mean that you love us? :00

i love amphetamines

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I found your Instagram name on my Brisk drink! The sodium was 120mg and I was like...I know that name from somewhere! But I'm curious, what does your username really mean unless it was just a name you came up with out of the random

it’s the dosage of a medication i take!

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any ocs that take antipsychotics?

blythe

fariha

lunete

masha

narcy

tooth fairy

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I like the way you express yourself and I hope you find happiness with yourself again <3 Medication is a double edged sword for most, and if it helps you it is very, very important, but have you tried talking to a doctor about side effects? (You probably have and I'm being an annoying shit, sorry)

i’m not sure if it’s a side effect as much as it is just a feature of my illness, just increased to an extreme. i’m breaking out but like instead of acne it’s schizophrenia

i’ll bring it up to my doctor the next time i see her

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I notice in your old posts you are much more excited and expressive, why not so much now? What happened?

i’ve become jaded in comparison to how i was in 2015 and earlier, a lot of things have happened. a lot of things that just forced me to stop having any emotional response 

i’ve noticed it and i feel really bad about it, i feel like i’ve become very unpleasant. i’ve started medication and offline i’ve been better at expressing myself but i don’t feel anything more than i used to, and i might feel less than before

my medication has calmed me down a lot, so while i’m less emotional i’m also more stable than i was

i’ve developed a lot of self loathing over this particular topic, i don’t like the way i currently am but i don’t know how to change it

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despite his flaws, how good is paris at his job?

he’s a very skilled doctor and psychiatrist! he’s good at spotting symptoms and identifying what clusters of symptoms align with what problems and what medications could treat it while keeping side effects in mind

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Do you have any tips for self diagnosing(for autism and schizophrenia) and do you have any tips with how to deal with those when you can't get help for them?

i don’t, the only thing that’s helped me was medication after diagnosis