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Hi, I was wondering if you could help me find a drarry fic. I read it on AO3, and I think it was 1 or 2 chapters, and not a lot of plot (per say) happened. Draco is sick, I think I remember him needing bone potions (or something bone-related). He spends a few days a week at the hospital, where his treatments last all day. Harry is an auror (I think?) and he visits Draco at the hospital, not doing much but accompanying him. Eventually they hang out when they’re out of the hospital. I think Draco has a mini freak out when Harry confesses or kisses him? Something like that. Thank you very much :)

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I will never forget "I can’t remember what it feels like not to love him” from "(a love) a lantern in the dark" There's also, and I've searched quickly but can't find the direct quote, about J and B being moths and drawn to a light. I won't elaborate as to not botch what you'd perfectly written, but yeah. I wish I could find it. It was the most beautiful image.

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The moth thing was:

Jaime can’t seem to stop looking at her. When she enters a room, it feels like he’s a moth to a flame. There’s something different now. Now that she knows when he said his vows he meant them true, now that she knows how he feels. It’s too easy for him to forget that Brienne isn’t like other women -- isn’t like Cersei -- that she would never have presumed he would love her. That any man would truly love her.

 That he destroyed it before she knew in the first place will leave a mark on him he’ll never be rid of.

 When he wakes in the morning, Brienne’s always facing him now, like maybe she’s a moth, too.

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Next.

Irrationally, he wanted to pull her down to him. He wanted the warmth of her body against his; he wanted the feel of their slicked skin sliding together.

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Because I want to go with a nonGoT character, how about Severus Snape?

How I feel about this character - Oh, Snape. Snape is one of my favorite characters, and I think people always confuse that with condoning to co-signing on a character’s every action. No. Snape was not a good person, but he had a backstory that, to me, made sense. I find Snape fascinating.

All the people I ship romantically with this character - DIFFICULT QUESTION. Because like. The only Snape fic I read is Snape/Hermione and Snape/Harry. *checks follower count to see it plummet* 

My non-romantic OTP for this character - I actually find his dynamic with McGonagall and Lupin really fascinating? 

My unpopular opinion about this character - That ‘always’ actually ruined his character rather than making it better. It made a complicated, interesting man, just another asshole who got bitter because he didn’t get his dick wet. Blugh

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon. - Well, obviously, I wish he hadn’t died. 

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Orange!

orange:

what makes you feel warm inside? hugs, I guess. I like cozy things in general. hot apple cider under a fuzzy blankie. My footie pjs. Etc.

what’s your favorite halloween tradition? ...candy? I am, and I cannot stress this enough, terrible at holidays.

what’s the last thing you learned? That I was pronouncing blackguard incorrectly.

when’s the last time you felt obsessed? UH RIGHT NOW I CAN STOP THINKING ABOUT JEFF AND ANNIE, SO THAT’S HAPPENING.

what’s your favorite article of clothing? I have a size men’s 3XL hoodie. I love it.