Happy 8th Birthday to my funny, sensitive, protective of his mommy, loving, strong willed, smarty pants, charming, intuitive, mischievous son. The gratitude I have for this child is deep. He came into my life just when I was about to give up on motherhood. After all, about a decade ago when I started to become a healer, there weren’t any healer mothers or wives. No role models. To do it all was considered nearly impossible. The energy it takes to be a powerful healer is nothing that is written or spoken of but those who are in the “know,” know. The work is not for the faint hearted. The stories you hear from others. The energy that can flow into your body. The pain you feel from others. The intense internal work to not judge and be honest with yourself. It is what allows you to see the hidden truths in helping others. Yet I felt in my heart I was supposed to be a mother. The doctors were saying there was nothing wrong. Yet, something was amiss. Two years of “trying.” I started to question a lot of things around the marriage. At the same time, I was getting a lot of clients in my practice who were trying to conceive. They were turning to me to help them. So I was being forced to dig deep not only to help myself but to help others. To bring this child in I realized I had to get spiritual. He was not coming in any other way. So I prayed to Archangel Gabriel. I celebrated that I at least ovulated. I lit a fertility candle to the divinity Yemaha. I focused my maternal desires onto caring for friend’s two dogs. Then I basically let go of any expectations that it was going to happen. Finally I got a sign when participating in a vernal equinox manifestation ceremony in the park with like minded women in a herbal group. After my turn to make a wish over a candle and jump over a broom, I saw a red cardinal fly out onto a tree branch in the distance as the sun was going down. I looked at the other women. No one else saw the bird. With a ring with a cardinal on it given to me by my deceased aunt, I knew that was my sign. Two weeks later I conceived my son. I am forever grateful. #divineguidance #spirit #grateful #mediumpsychichealerpardis https://www.instagram.com/p/B-OAwmlnnw4/?igshid=1iiwfcse9mcs5












