I'm trying so hard to finish this chapter but i'm so absolutely stressed. dental and doctor appointments this week and last week and there's alot to deal with. yet i cant find any outlet to properly deal with the stressors
I'm so very close, i want so badly to finish for myself, nobody seems to understand what it means to me, and the but how could they, yet they build opinion on me anyhow...
ive been getting hot flashes and re-occuring aches
I simply want somebody in my life to friend-fully enjoy: takes brakes with me at night to travel out in nature and city lights (actually, do anything) because that would be healthily enjoyable, motivating, id imagine.
maybe 2 more pages then i have to read the 37 (+2) and revise, consider illustrating then im done... pshhh.
AND AFTER THAT, I ENDEAVOR TO CUT MY OWN HAIR because ive been waiting for the symbolism and my hair is beyond acceptable