#melancholythoughts

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A couple more featuring a hat! Man i wish I looked better 😂

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Haunted

There was a version of myself That existed  when you didn't 

I search for her  in vain

my mind  has walled her off, Deemed her a foreign entity

and instead,  the version  That knew you has engulfed  my being 

I sense you  In everything:

The cool breeze  That mocks me  With memories of your warm embrace

The cruel trick Of memory Fills the still air  With your scent

Every object  you have touched Every word  you have spoken

All tainted  by your essence

But you are gone.

You have been  laid to rest I watched as  Your body was lowered Into the depths  Of the earth  Then sowed flowers Surrounding Your hedge, Guarding your rest

Yet you are anything  but resting in peace As your shadow  Looms over my mind

Is it because I Constantly visit your grave?

By my own fault  You have been tethered  To this realm of thought

Have my tears  Supplied you with life And allowed you To take supernatural form?

Because it seems your ghost Has found its home, Haunting me, In the unused corners of my mind

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Hey, so I know sex is like, all the rage right now. But what if I serenaded you with a Nat King Cole song? And we danced and giggled to his greatest hits on a cloudless night?

Just wondering

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Tumblring is reblogging selfies and pictures of some the most beautiful people ever while hating every inch of your own body

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Been a mintue since I posted anything new. Have this

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A little shredded Italian cheese. As a treat

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Some extras from yesterday

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Prayers in the form of Prozac,

Praying everyday to feel okay.

Some days the prayers dont work,

And the freefall is always from a high place.

I know I'll be fine, but its always day by day.