i like my girls just like I like my honey, sweet
a little selfish
i like my women like I like my money, green
a little jealous
'cause I'm a beautiful wreck
a colorful mess, but I'm funny
Melete and Glitch, the duo that actually went as a date to the ball!
Melete represents the alchemical quicksilver, whereas Glitch is repping gold. Mercury attracts and binds gold in the process of amalgamation, viewed historically as the conquering of it.
“There you are, little priest,” a familiar voice drawled, and Nanako buried her face in her hands as Glitch’s voice echoed through the bathroom. (Not on purpose, she reminded herself, because Glitch didn’t know she was in here.) “Looking good enough to pray to yourself, yes?”
“As you are aware, that is theologically implausible,” Melete said, and Nanako didn’t have to see her to know the expression she was making. That was the problem with exes! She didn’t have to see either of them to know exactly the scene that was outside.
The scene that she’d have to walk past - with the two trolls she wanted to see here the least - if she wanted to escape the bathroom and get back to the rest of the ball.
@rebatrolls' Glitch and my Melete for the ball! Nana got dumped in pitch and flush, which does conveniently leave the pitch quadrant open for what's mostly not a spite-fuelled date.
Lore deets on outfits below:
TDO, "The Descending One," is a pre-Empire god associated with burrowing bees, creation, and the underground.. and, to an extent, horrorterrors. TDO's cult held that life was created six times, and they were involved twice, creating mind honey bees in the first world iteration and rainbowdrinkers in the fifth. These creatures are uniquely tied to the depths, capable of returning from the far underground without losing their minds. Bees were psychopomps, guiding troll souls to the Underworld, while rainbowdrinkers were feared for disassembling trolls and delivering their bodies to the same destination.
TDO was both the creator of rainbowdrinkers and a protector against them. Trolls invoked TDO’s protection by burning circular marks on their wrists and throats, offering themselves as sacrifices to the god to deter rainbowdrinkers in the area TDO's cult was most prevalent. The hope that was that any attacks would then be seen as sacrilegious theft. However, in practice, trolls often resorted to sacrificing a blueblood as bait to ensure safe travel, viewing the rare survivors of such rituals as blessed by TDO.
Glitch's outfit represents TDO, while Melete's outfit matches to a blueblooded supplicant! Is this kind of fucked up? Melete's already prepared a six paragraph verbal theological essay on why it mostly isn't.
Quick drabble to cover something that happened off-scene during a PC chat between Melete and Orivar, featuring said PC log. Because sometimes you’re just mostly doing chat rp between your schedule.
It isn't often that you and Melete get time to just laze around.
But you like the days like this, when it's the two of you in your hive. There's no demands. There's no need to focus on anything. Melete always gets anxious when the two of you haven't met for a perigee or more. Date nights always get an edge to them, like the two of you are making up for lost time. Between that, and the fact you can't acknowledge you're matesprits, it's so..
Performative.
You like Torrent girls! You can't really hold it against them when they get all.. torrent-y about things, but that doesn't mean you don't prefer things like this: just the two of you, lounging around in your bed, with Melete on her phone and the blankets tangled around your legs. Your matesprit's leaning against you, the small of her back curled into the crook of your legs. Her hair's draped across you, and so long as you're careful, she doesn't mind you playing with the ends.
You're in the process of braiding one when she sighs, loudly, and lays down her phone on her knee.
"Too rough?" You let go of the strands, but she's already shaking her head. "No," she says, "you are fine. It's.. mmm."
"What do you think of mutants?" she asks, peering down at you, and you don't know what she's thinking of.
"Ahhh. Bold move, thinking I think, mah," you say, and blow a raspberry at her.
Melete merely looks at you for a moment, her face passive. Then she lifts a hand. Delicately, with great precision, she brushes back your bangs. Then she presses her palm to the center of your forehead, long fingers curling over your skull. "The brain is the most complex organ within a troll's body," she says, soft, but firm. "It controls our consciousness. It controls every move that you make. When you breathe, you are engaging in thoughts, even if you are not programmed to notice them. When you blow a raspberry, or become glib, you are engaging in thought, and a deliberate choice with them."
"I enjoy hearing your thoughts. Your views are refreshing, and there is no need for self-deprecation."
You blink at her.
Then you laugh, burying your face in her side, so her hair's hiding your face. She stiffens. Melete doesn't like sudden contact! But you don't move, letting your head rest against her, and after a few seconds, she loosens up. "So earnest lah," you complain, voice muffled. Hesitantly, she pats you on a shoulder. "So, so, so earnest! What supposed to do with, huh? Make me damn humji sia, green in face."
"You're supposed to get over it," she says, "and answer the question."
"Ughhh," you complain, but you roll over onto your back, so you can look up at her. "Mutants, orh orh. Geneslips? Not cusps, yeah?"
"Cusps are legal in all provinces and districts, per regulation 5304.91 of the Imperial Genetics Regulatory Commission. The use of the term mutants - or geneslips -" There's a hint of disapproval there. You grin at her, apologetic. "- for cusps is derogatory at best, and more likely, just an active show of malice, with the intention of emotional harm."
"Right. Geneslips.." She's just asking you because you're jade, you're sure. That's the plight of growing up in the caverns, even for as short of a time as you ended up spending there: everyone expects you to have opinions, and thoughts, and knowledge of everything related to genetics, and the slurry, and the grubs that come out of it.
They're right, of course. But that doesn't make the topic any less fraught. Vadaya's the sort of troll that most would consider a mutant, even if they're wrong. So is Pepper, with her wings, however tightly she keeps them rolled, and no matter how useless they are in function. They'd be wrong, on both of those cases.
Most jades consider you a mutant, though. Jades don't have psi. They aren't exactly wrong. "Shouldn't contribute," you finally say. "Should be fixed in slurry. But, eh, if they already here -" You can't quite shrug. You can roll your eyes, though, letting your lip curl. "No harm to them, leh." Your tone's a little dismissive, but Melete doesn't seem to mind: she's nodding, her expression thoughtful. "What they gonna do? Weird eyes, weird ears, weird psi - ahhh, can still contribute, yeah? Not /their/ fault."
"I agree." Melete's voice is always soft, soft, soft, with hard edges to the end of her words. It's such a strange combination, but it suits her. "Why waste resources by culling them? It is wasteful." She pauses. "And it is cruel," she amends, watching you. "It is the fault of the caverns, what goes into the egg, not on the troll who comes out of them. Do you agree..?"
The fault of the caverns sticks in your teeth. But you're not a cavern jade, and Melete's watching you. You shrug. "Yeah lah," you say, and it isn't quite a lie. "Mistakes happen, yeah? No point pointing fingers."
"I have a maroon bothering me. Some sort of mutant," she says, and holds out her phone.
Earlier, she'd been talking to Hadean. You only know him vaguely! Oh, you've talked to him plenty, on and off, but it's hard to read the chat, sometimes, and harder to keep track of the trolls that don't bother with quirks. You only ever remember that he's mean, and he's maroon.
The handle on the screen is not Hadean's. It is also, unfortunately, intimately familiar.
-- mistingHafgufa [MH] began pestering bloodyBones [BB] at 19:27 --
[07:28] MH: What did you write down about me.
[07:34] BB: why are you curious?
[07:34] MH: How long have you been keeping fucking notes.
[07:35] BB: do demands usually get you the responses you desire...?
[07:36] MH: //Why// are you keeping notes.
[07:36] BB: i do not believe they do.
[07:38] MH: Answer my question and I'll answer yours.
[07:46] BB: i wrote that you are in current possession of my harpoon.
[07:52] MH: And I'm curious because I don't fucking like people keeping tabs on me.
[07:52] MH: Now answer my other questions.
[07:53] BB: haha.
[07:53] BB: i am sorry to say that you are free to make as many demands as you like.
[07:53] BB: but remarkably.
[07:53] BB: i am not actually obligated to fulfill them.
[07:53] BB: good light.
-- bloodyBones [BB] ceased pestering mistingHafgufa [MH] at 19:53 --
You can feel the weight of Melete's eyes on you.
Oh, you know about Melete's lists. She catalogues everything, from hatchdays to favorite foods. You'd asked to see your file, and Vadaya's, back when you'd first found out. It's a little strange, but your matesprit's strange. All of the Torrents are strange.
They're trained to be that way. It's not worth a second thought.
You open your mouth. Melete clears her throat. "Continue scrolling down," she says, and you do.
-- mistingHafgufa [MH] began pestering bloodyBones [BB] at 20:20 --
08:20] MH: No. Get back here.
[08:21] MH: Who the fuck do you think you are?
[08:21] MH: Why the hell are you going online and trying to record things about people?
[08:21] MH: First Hadean, now me?
[08:21] MH: What are you, some sort of shriveled up husk of a shut in who can't even figure out how to talk to people in a chat room so you start fucking recording what people do?
[08:22] MH: Are you a serial killer going after rusts?
[08:22] BB: hm.
[08:22] MH: What //possible// reason could you give that would ever justify the use of recording what people do or say in a fucking //random chat room.//
[08:22] MH: How many snuff films do you watch a day, creep?
[08:23] MH: Tell me, do you have a favorite blood splatter too or something? Why rusts? Is it because 'we die better'?
[08:23] MH: Or because it's easier?
[08:23] BB: does lashing out at others make you feel more in control of your fear?
[08:23] BB: because, if so, you should reconsider your methods of coping.
[08:24] BB: i do not think that lashing out at a stranger is entirely wise.
[08:24] MH: Oh yes, because someone being really upset about being recorded by some strange blueblood they don't even know the name of... means I'm afraid.
[08:24] MH: What kind of fucking reach is that.
[08:24] BB: yes.
[08:25] MH: I've killed weevils more terrifying than you.
[08:25] BB: of course you have.
[08:27] MH: So?
[08:27] MH: What's the answer?
[08:28] BB: do demands usually get you the responses you desire...?
[08:28] BB: because i am sorry.
[08:29] BB: but they are not going to in this case.
[08:29] MH: What's it like being a self important pompous sociopath?
[08:35] BB: how is your lusus doing?
[08:38] MH: Big and birdy.
[08:38] MH: So when should I expect you to show up at my front door asking for my 'beautiful skin and blood' for your serial killer art project?
[08:38] MH: Is it after you skin Hadean?
[08:40] BB: how is my spear doing?
[08:41] MH: Sharp and ready to be jabbed into your skull.
[08:41] BB: of course.
[08:41] MH: Why are you keeping notes?
[08:42] BB: my apologies.
[08:42] BB: we are well past the point where i answer your questions.
[08:42] BB: was there anything else..?
[09:07] MH: Clear your fucking notes of anyone in the fucking chat room below teal or I'll find you and I'll drill a hole in your head to pour acid into it.
-- mistingHafgufa [MH] ceased pestering bloodyBones [BB] at 21:07 --
Melete isn't your moirail. She isn't your clade, and she isn't Vadaya, or Pepper, no matter how fond of her you are. So you take a deep breath, letting the air drag in and curl into your stomach, until the world feels a little less red.
It doesn't matter how upset you are. You're not the one having words with a glorified mutant. You're not the one getting death threats. That's all on your matesprit, and she's more than old enough to handle her own business, without you wading into it. "She bother, lah?" you ask, finally, once your tone's even. "Big, big, big bark for pupa."
Melete's not an expressive troll. Her face's always just a little blank, with flat, rigid ears, and features that might as well be carved from stone. Even after nearly a sweep of dating, you're not sure you know how to read her moods.
It works, really, because you're not sure that Melete knows how to read her moods, either. The silence drags on as she turns over the question, and it's only the soft intake of air that warns you she's coming to a conclusion. "No," she decides, with a crisp kind of finality. "She is a terrified adolescent, is she not? Young trolls lash out. Her threats are hollow. And to take her opinion seriously would be bizarre. She does not know me. I do not care for her to know me."
"But," she says, words as slow as molasses, "it would be appreciated if trolls could be less.. vitriolic, when I have only aided them in the past. I don't see what inspires this sort of behaviour. Does it produce results?"
"Produces back of hand," you say, but Melete's looking at you, and you swallow the rest of the vitriol that wants to bubble up.
Vadaya and you.. you have different tastes in people. You don't like Iconic, but you don't need to like him, for all that he's very nearly clade: you just need to stay civil, and make sure you ask the right questions and say the right things with Daya so that he feels supported in the relationship. It's not hard, even if it gets a little tedious. Iconic skirts you when he can, and so it's manageable.
Mostly manageable. Neither of you have told Daya about the car chase, and there's been a silent agreement that you won't. It would be unfair, you think, if he hadn't been similarly close-mouthed about Tomie - but that's the plight of the corps, in your battery and outside of it. Everyone's relationships are defined by the things that no one wants to say.
It works, mostly. You don't like Vadaya's quadrant, and you don't like his friends, but he never needs to hear that from you. And it's easy enough to avoid, usually.
When they aren't threatening to kill your matesprit.
"She message again," you decide, your words slow and even, "add me, yeah? Will handle. Girl all pai kia, but, eh, not your problem, mah. Will not let be. She want pok kai, can have."
"There is no need for that, Nanako. I have spoken to her moirail." She shrugs, shifting away, and you let her. Melete moves like a piece of origami: she unfolds herself one limb at a time, as careful as she thinks her skin will rip, as she stretches herself out across the bed, close enough that her side is brushing yours. She gets tired of close contact, but you've learned there's an affection in the fact she stays near, anyway.
"Thank you, anyway," she says, prim. There's still a line between her eyebrows, fine enough that it ought to barely count as an expression, but it's loosening.
You huff out a laugh. "Nooo, no thanks! Just pity things." When you beam at her, she smiles back, gradually. "Pity you, Ete," you add, and this is part of the reason you like lazing about better. When it's just the two of you, there's things you can say. "Know that, right?"
Once every half-sweep, all the Torrents in active duty come together for a meeting in the streets of Arkady. This time, the place chosen was the Angelican Choir, tucked away among the canals, half-hidden in the crook of a wall between a laundry and a bath.The building was used for worship, once, and for all that it is small, it still bares marks of it in the perfect white stone of the walls, angled to catch and hush every note spoken within, and in the green symbols that slither up the walls.
But there has been no worship for centuries now in this city. The angelics were stomped out like every other false faith in the subjuggulator’s crusades, their participants throats slit and their bodies hung up with the very beasts they thought could bring them peace. The temples were left standing, though. You suppose they were too handsome to destroy, or too discreet to be worth the effort. What better display of spite is there, to declare one’s life worth too unimportant to even bother destroying?
Or perhaps the Highblood who had begun leasing it to the Torrents, so many sweeps ago, had just had a similar humour to yours. Because you can’t help the way your lips quirk as you take in the room. There’s rows of rows of Torrents, the whites of their uniforms broken only by the splashes of blood, and they fit in so neatly, they could have been hatched here. The people who destroyed their faith, in the end, are indistinguishable from those who performed it.
You don’t suppose any of the people here would appreciate the thought. Torrents like to think themselves so high and mighty, after all: you’ve heard your peers refer to you as the architects of the Empire, the ones who shape its foundations and maintain its supports. The only true power, second only to the Empress herself, and second only when she might bother hearing. But that pomposity just makes the joke all the better, and you’re in a rare bout of good cheer as you settle down amongst your fellow Saboteurs.
That’s unusual enough that others notice. Kokoro’s explaining the current attitudes of the Church, hand smudging at his facepaint idly while he does it, but he keeps sneaking glances at you, his face pleasantly mild, but a question in his eyes. And Nomizo has never been one to bother resisting an easy target. You make it two hours in before Cress breaks for questions, and he leans forward, elbow neatly creasing the knee of his slacks.
“Maybe Princess has one,” he says, blithe. He doesn’t have wine in hand, for once. A part of you is tempted to compliment him for self-restraint. “She looks keen enough, now, doesn’t she? Don’t be shy! You can speak up!”
The rest of you just wants to slap him, but that’s never been an option for the either of you. “I have no questions,” you say, brisk, and you don’t let your smile falter, or your tone break. “Continue, Cresida.”
She does.
Your mood has finally, finally soured by the end of it all. When the leading saboteur calls the meeting to a close, finally, you push yourself up, and you’re halfway out the door when your stomach rattles off a protest. Kokoro, who was ahead of you, pauses midstep. “They have lunches,” he says, glancing over his shoulder at you. The cords in his throat stay imperial red and vibrant against his skin. “In the back room. If you’d like the-”
You’re already walking away.
You’ve never been one for socialising. It’s something that your handlers bemoaned when you were young, but it’s served you well enough in the long-run. Nomizo is the only one who bothers to speak to you at this point, and even he can’t always muster up the energy for barbs. Case in point: he’s still sprawled across his chair like he might die if he got up, so limp-lidded that you’re suddenly unsure if he didn’t somehow bring wine in.
But he doesn’t bother to say anything when you walk past. And neither does anyone else as you walk, brisk, over to the lunch table, and grab the least offensive box you can find. It has oatmeal. It only has oatmeal. It is, in fact, the only box there with oatmeal, and you refuse to contemplate why they’d bothered to order it as you take it back to one of the tables, and set in.
Set in is a bit of a strong word. You get as far as lifting the spoon to your m outh when there’s a scrape of plastic on the ground, and then someone is sliding in across the table from you, near enough that their knees knock against yours. “Oops! Sorry about that,” Hdijah says, bright, and.. of course it’s fucking her.
You dislike Hdijah. It’s impossible not to, when you look up to find a wide smile stretched across Nanako’s face. Or, no, not Nanako. You suppose you should be fair. The nose is wider, the lips fuller, the jaw a little rounder. The body a little softer, and the horns less thoroughly - impossible. But each deriviation feels like a sort of betrayal, on the part of your mind and Hdijah’s. You know how her powers work.
But that isn’t why you dislike her. No, that would be petty - and while you can sometimes lean into baser impulses, bitterness is one you try best to avoid. No, it’s that most trolls have the courtesy to be ashamed of their abilities when they’re so thoroughly manipulative. Kokoro wears technology laced corset-thin throughout his necks, thin red cords that flush indigo when his psi activates. Cress plays those around her like a fiddle, but she can’t help it, and you can’t blame her for it. To take her psi would be to cut the claws off of a lusus. You’re not certain she’s competent enough to survive without it.
Hdijah could wear a nullifier. Instead, she climbs into the mind of anyone who looks at her, and she lets her psi drape her in whatever they want to see. And in your case, it seems, it’s an approximate of your matesprit.
And her former matesprit.
Oh, you’ve got dozens of reasons to dislike Hdijah, and most of them aren’t petty.
But the flare of irritation over that smile absolutely, you suppose, is.
“We’re never at the same meetings, it feels like,” she says now. She’s always so bubbly. Every third word seems to lift up, in an effersverance that exhausts you just to hear. “I was talking to Nana, and she mentioned you, and I said - oh! I never see Melete around. It’s such a shame. She’s always talking so highly about you, but..”
She titters, tossing her hair over her shoulder. It’s longer than Nanako’s, because of course it is. “You always slip out the door,” she says, half-scolding, her lip curling into a near smirk. “I’m starting to think you’re hiding from us!”
It would be easier to tolerate Hdijah, you think, even with her psi, if you couldn’t see what Nanako liked about her. She’s a pest of a troll, the same as Cressida, and half of the Torrents you work with.
But Hdijah shares the brazen confidence of Tomois. There’s no hesitation as she waits for your answer. There’s no expectation you won’t give her one.
It’s the sort of thing that endears people to Nanako. It’s the sort of entitlement that has always driven you mad, if you’re around it for too long.
And your tolerance is already wearing thin. So you stand up instead. Hdijah’s eyebrows are raising, her mouth parting in a little o. “You caught me on my way out,” you say, brisk, even as you pluck up your oatmeal in its little paper cup. “My apologies.”
“Melete -”
Perhaps it’s all pettiness, when it comes down to it, because the quiet thrill of triumph at the way her voice lilts up in protest is entirely on you.
“Saboteur Etheri, Hdijah,” you correct her, and her mouth snaps shut like you slapped her instead. “If you will excuse me -” You don’t wait for an answer. You turn, your vision flooding yellow as you begin to sink into the floor. “Then I will see you at the meeting.”
And more of the worst family on Alternia! Expect a bunch of these in the future, sorry, trying to figure out how to draw them both. x)
Interaction was probably realistically limited until Melete was in her teens, but I like to picture Torrent kids have to attend the less important meetings to practice shorthand and taking notes.
Because I’m clearing out my drafts / askbox for the first time in four years. x)
Calico is a first-name, for Kuan’s brooding cavern, that’s given to wrigglers with a very specific spotting pattern. His lusus only picks up wrigglers that have that spotting pattern, which is how all of the leaders of II-J end up going by Calico: there’s probably been one or two who’s legal name didn’t match up, but they get called it regardless.
The way succession works on his rickshaw is that there is a set of five bloodlines in the area that all have the same markings, but different castes/horns/surnames. There’s usually only one or two a generation, and the guardian of I-J will only take grubs with those specific markings. As a result, all kids with those share the first name Calico, which has come to be the title of the leader, and the title gets passed down from one Calico to the next upon Ascension. The way it usually works out is that a second Calico is hatched out and retrieved by the current Calico at age thirteen or so, and then raised up, so they’re taking over the Rickshaw at eleven or twelve years old.
Kua was born in a weird cycle where he was the only Calico hatched out for nearly twenty years, and his successor only hatched when he was about ready to Ascend. As a result, he’s never really left charge of the Rickshaw, and was thoroughly inclined towards judging over what he perceived as his successors deliberate errors in being the small child leader - which is subsequently why, ic, he ended up drowning them and taking back his lusus fairly early on in his arc.
The demographics of Kua’s rickshaw is highly mixed, which’s meant to be shown in the character names: Feiyan was a Han dynasty empress, Guifei was a Tang dynasty consort, Chōmin was a Japanese politician, and Kuanfu was a famous Chinese pirate, despite the fact his particular Rickshaw only speaks Korean. This is kind of supposed to be representative of the fact the community is incredibly xenophobic and fucking weird, as seen by Kua just flat-out refusing to learn any other languages, despite the fact it’s not a monoethnic community: the language emphasis was probably set up by an early Calico to help isolate them from everyone that’s not from their particular cluster of rickshaws.
Liyiji’s legal name is Nán Hǎi! He started calling himself Liyiji at four sweeps, after he read about a famous early advisor from pre-Imperial days. He still answers to Nan Hai, occasionally, when people catch him in the right mood.
His original lusus was a sea bunny, which is to say, a cat-sized slug. He ditched her as a little kid and sought out turtledad instead, because he eyed up Myrrha, Weeds and Riccin, and decided he wanted a lusus of the same gender. Group turtlewrangling (and children attempting to sex it) was the result.
Melete spent a few sweeps near the awful (wanna-be) blueblood enfantes of Myrrha, Weeds, Riccin and Liyiji. She currently only maintains contact with Weeds, and occasionally Liyiji - Myrrha and Riccin have swung too far into their respective forms of extremism to find her tolerable, for different reasons.