#melspersonal

[morethanyouhavebecome]

It’s been 8 years and this ask still kills me every time I see it. 😂😭

[strongerthanmytrials]

Walked 1.13 miles in 21 minutes at speed 3 and an incline of 1.5 on the treadmill today. Pretty happy with myself for that, kept it up at 3 for most of the time and didn’t get winded so improvement!!

Then for giggles I went and used the stair stepper. 1st problem, some giant must’ve used it before my hobbit sized self and I couldn’t just step onto the machine oh no, I had to hike one foot up, grab the hand rail and launch myself onto it, thus creating a ruckus. nobody called me out, thank god, but I won’t be doing that if the stair isn’t down where my tiny self can get onto it. I did 4 flights before I remembered that I didn’t have that much water today and probably shouldn’t push it to hard, but I really had some negative energy to get rid of and that helped a lot.

[morethanyouhavebecome]

The world is testing me today. I honestly want this gif on a shirt so there are no more questions. But i has to be a gif too like moving on the shirt kthx

[morethanyouhavebecome]

I said pj christmas but i changed my mind

[morethanyouhavebecome]

Finally living my childhood dream of being Ariel. 

[morethanyouhavebecome]

So while it looks like it’s most likely going to completely bipass the TBA at this point there’s always a chance something could happen between now and sunday(when Irma is expected to hit south FL) and the hurricane could downgrade or just go off expected course and I’m trying to not lose my mind but EVERYONE is losing it. 

Stores all over my county are empty, gas stations are out of gas, the highways a backed up and we have until sunday before we even know where the storms maybe gonna hit

mean while my work shut down so employees could evac if they wanted to(maybe they’ll open again but I doubt it), I have absolutely no food in the house because the fridge broke and was just fixed and we haven’t shopped yet &, I’ve got days upon days of nothing to do but sit and wait for maybe nothing maybe something to happen.

My anxiety is really enjoying this ya’ll.

[morethanyouhavebecome]

I was talking to my uncle about a gross post on Facebook about a homophobe trying to say p*dos are part of lgbt+ community it and the following occurred

Uncle(gay man): they’re mostly straight men and besides we already have a “p”

Me (pansexual DUMBASS): what’s the p?

Uncle: 👀🤨

Me:....OH 😭😂*maniacally begins cackling and slides down the wall to the floor bc I’m BIG DUMB*

Uncle: girl I don’t know about you some days

Listen this pandemic and work horse shit has taken its TOLL on me that I’ve forgotten somethings

[morethanyouhavebecome]

I am reworking on Protector of the Crown and trying to work out a more detailed background for all of my mcs and it’s so much relief? to just sit and write and let my brain focus on things that are not work. Bc my brain does not shut off very often anymore

And I need it to