Life’s been a little hard lately, but here are some wins.
I finally broke into the next 10-lb range after being at a steady plateau for like a month. I’m so close to 50 lbs down.
I fit a pair of pants and a top that I’ve been trying on and failing to fit comfortably for about 2 months. They fit perfectly now.
A new guy started at work. Our projects do not overlap and we don’t share a reporting structure. But guess who they sat him directly next to. 👀 He’s so fine and exactly my type, I fear. This could be dangerous, but right now it’s exciting. Because I’m about 95% sure this man is crushing on me too. Lightning struck and it’s something electrochemical. Tangible, and even another coworker teasingly said “you two might be a problem for each other.”
… and it feels really nice. Even though I am distrustful of all men as a rule anymore, and annoyed about having these feelings.
I’m starting to get excited about joining circus again. The acroyoga troupe still seems active with familiar faces. I’m so inspired by some lyra and silks clips the algorithm is sending me. I used to not be able to look at them because I was afraid I might never be able to return. Now I know it’s imminent. I’m working really hard and I think I’ll probably return to a few classes and open gym in September or October, which is so so so so sooon after about 2.5 years gone.
