Nov 26, 2018
And again, and...
I had a tantrum at work. Or a meldtown. Or a shutdown. Somehow, I don’t even know how to name it anymore because my family doesn’t believe I can be autistic so I feel like a fraud.
I worked with kids and I went inside to calm down and not frighten them (I did not leave them alone, there were my collegues of course), and then when my dutie was over, I talked to the headmaster, but...
I’m afraid they’ll send me back. I’m afraid they will think I’m not suited to work with kids. I’m feeling like a failure and an awful person.
