#mental blah

[hazel-wand]

I’ve spent the last two days thinking about getting pink hair. I don’t think pink hair would solve any of my problems, but right now I feel that it would. (Pic is inspo, not my actual hair!)

[captianperoxide]

I'm getting sad again so that's fun

[captianperoxide]

I'm so tired of falling apart alone then pretending to be fine😂

[talesofalamia]

It always helps me feel oh soo much better when I see that my friend who told me that he's giving everyone he met in the scene a wide breath and thus can't hangout with me, hanging out with my fucking ex WHO HE MET IN THE SCENE. 

What is so fucking wrong with me that the only people who want me are rapists?

[winter-pines]

Sometimes.

You can contradict yourself. It happens to everybody. A profound feeling, so absolutely engrained within your being can be snatched away and replaced, or, redirected to a different target.

Hate.

Apathy.

Desire.

Comfort.

Love.

I experience many of these paradigm shifts, the greatest impact of which came recently.

A change in how you think is nothing to worry about, however drastic it may be. Your mind simply decides it wishes to work in a different way... perhaps even destroy who you've built yourself up to be for your entire life.

But it's nothing to be afraid of.

Life moves on. Things change.