#mersings

[high-style-red-caboose]

Ok, so when it comes to my kins, I've figured out some stuff. Also apologies in advance for a VERY rambling post.

Some people like to say "I am ___ " instead of "I am ____ -kin", due to the fact that they feel like they are that thing now, not that they were something in some sort of past life. With this idea in mind, I've sort of figured out how I feel.

I feel like I was a dragon at some point, so I say that I'm dragonkin, not that I am one now because I'm not anymore in this form. I say that I'm vampirekin because I was one once, and though I still get many vampiric tendencies, I don't feel that I am one anymore in this form that I'm in now 100% of the time. Lots of the time I do feel like I'm still a vampire, but not a full blooded one.

HOWEVER...I say that I am CB and that I am some sort of merfolk because I both was CB at some point in my past and still am him now, but I also was some form of merfolk in my past and still am in this human-looking form now.

Honestly, I'm still figuring everything out, but I know these things for sure

[inquisimer]

6 and 21 for the end of the year fanfic ask? :D

ty Gin!!

send me a fandom end of the year ask

6. favorite playlist of the year?

oh boy oh boy oh boy. you want me to CHOOSE between playlists I uhhhhhh I oh man well I will not be doing that, here's my top three

The Writer's Playlist - a spotify collection of songs either about writing or that are good white noise for writing too

Villain Mode - another spotify collection, exactly what is says on the tin lol

and a two for one of the Critical Role soundtracks that dropped this year - Welcome to Tal'Dorei & Welcome to Wildermount - both excellent writing fuel

21. favorite ship of the year?

ohhhhhh man again how do I choose just ONE😭😭 From a reading perspective I think it's gotta be Solavellan - I've just read so much of it and met so many compelling Lavellans with fascinating stories. From a writing perspective I think it has to be Cullavellan though, since this was the year my Surana Lavellan AU first saw the light of day and they are always spinning in my brain

[meredithannebull]

Doing a challenge for the month of February. Since singing is what brings my tiny heart and soul the MOST joy (more than cats if you can believe that ish) I'm pushing myself to share my singing with IG everyday for the month. Might just be in my story but regardless here we gooo! I hope you enjoy gonna try to switch it up each day with my fav artists and different genres. My first pick is the song #onmyknees by Nicole C Mullen. My dad introduced me to her music when I was probably 10 years old. I was raised Christian and it's a big part of my background. It feels taboo even sharing that on a platform like the gram but for what it's worth this song means a lot to me. ❤️❤️❤️ #dayone #februarychallenge #mersings #nicolemullen #nicolecmullen #gospel

[high-style-red-caboose]

Y'know what

Fuck it I'm kinsidering being a mermaid/siren

I only have one life here on earth might as well just say "fuck it we ball" and put myself down as kinsidering cause it has been YEARS that I've felt like some sort of mermaid or some creature like that

If I'm wrong, then I'M WRONG!!!! I've been wrong about my kins before!!!! I've been REALL REALLY wrong and on the complete wrong path with kins before, so if I'm wrong with this one, that's fine!!!!

[inquisimer]

11, 17, 29 for Fandom End of Year asks!

tysm!!

send me a fandom end of the year ask

11. Favorite OC you met this year?

hands down no question, Talenna Ethera, who belongs to the lovely @exalted-dawn-drabbles 🥰 Hard to believe I only met her this year (wtf time is soup) but I love her and her story so much, Ed weaves an incredible narrative and her relationships to her friends and the world around her are incredible and heart-wrenching. Shameless plug to go check her out on ao3!!

17. WIP you hope gets updated next year?

mine LOL in seriousness there are a lot of fics I would love to see updates on (with no pressure to the authors, ily all and I will sit and wait until you are ready). These ones come to mind right away, so more shameless plugging to give my favs some love!!

Dirty Little Secrets by Sylvans_Mercy

From the Depths of the Void by kawakaeguri

Letters to the Dead by Demarogue

29. Fandom “first” you accomplished this year?

uhhhh I guess I joined my first fandom discord this year! And it's been super fun and amazing and supportive🥰 this blog is also a first for me, actively promoting and sharing my work and it's still nerve wracking as hell but I'm having fun💜💜

[meredithannebull]

Oh mannnnn bringing back all those middle school feels!!!! #michellebranch #goodbyetoyou #cover #mersings #myhappyplace #losangeles #northhollywood

[inquisimer]

I have the first ten days of febuwhump drafted let's goooooo

[inquisimer]

that “i’ve had half a bottle of wine” urge to order comms