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[conwoll199]

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System/Message Box/Messenger (The Greatest Estate Developer) Doodles.. I guess... I don't know... IS THIS THE FREAKING TITLE OR THE DESCRIPTION???> IS THERE NO TITLE THING???

Haha I have NO CLUE HOW THIS SITE WORKS and I PROBABLY SHOULD NOT BE POSTING ON HERE and I'm PROBABLY GOING TO GET JUMPED!!! But it's okay BECAUSE IT'S FUNNY!!! 💥💥🔥💥🔥🔥❗❗❗🤑🔥🤑🔥💥💥🔥 HAHA IM GOING TO.PROCEED TO UPLOAD MY OLDER EVEN UGLIER ART NOW AND GET FLAMED THE SECOND ANYONE POTENTIALLY SEES THEM

[strawverrii]

I AM ROTATING YOUR BILL AMNESIA AU IN MY BRAIN OOO IT'S SO GOOD YOU ARE BRILLIANT

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE NICE COMMENTS ABT THE AU AGHFHFJKSK

also thank you for 500 followers wtfork

[foolcrum57]

aww what a kind message! im glad you find me cool < : ) also blame Nathan HE gave me the Nickboty worms FIRST and we need to blame HIM for this PARASITIC OUTBREAK!!! /silly

[emilielhess]

hello! this was just a random thought I had but vi x fem reader college au slow burn . reader has a best friend who is very extroverted and popular, while reader is quiet and shy. readers bsf has a bf who is also popular, but he has a bsf which is vi. vi is kinda loser lesbian and nerdy, but the hot kinda nerdy who likes reading, anime, art, and math, but also plays hockey and works out. reader and vi know each other bc of their bsf’s, but never talk to each other bc their both to shy too (lesbian yearning 😩), until their bsf’s pull a parent trap on them and get them to go on a date together. their both kinda awkward at first but slowly loosen up. they talk to each other more when their bsf’s are together and drag vi and reader along. vi builds up the courage to ask reader out on a real date and reader agrees. lots and lots of fluff, vi getting a little protective over reader, reader and vi sharing their first kiss together (both of them have never kissed anyone before), maybe vi teaches reader how to ice skate since she’s a hockey player, etc. i would prefer this to be just one long story (i literally have no patience and love reading long fics), but if you’d prefer to write chapters than do that instead. thanks so much ❤️

Hello 🎀

I have a super short first scene for this 📝💖 It's actually so fun to write and helps me fight off writer's block 😅

Since it's hard to keep up with my WIPs, I might have to send it in tiny little parts. I hope that's okay - I feel like I'm hitting my head against a blank page sometimes.

but don't worry! I promise to keep it as cute as I can 🥰

Take care, Emilie 🎀

PS: Sorry for not updating other requests - I have them half-written, but they are not ready and I want you to read best thing I can give you 💔

[ramblingoak]

Got any wholesome papa head cannons you wanna ramble about?

So this is kind of a sequel in a way to Dumbasses which I wrote many, many moons ago about Cardinal Primo trying to navigate being an older brother.

Also apologies because this definitely got away from me...but here's some wholesome thoughts (maybe a wee bit of angst) from Primo about his younger brothers. No warnings, about 1,300 words and not proofread 💙

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Primo is very proud of his brothers.

It's no secret that Nihil was a shit father, absent even when he wasn't touring. He never spent any more time than was necessary with his boys. Nihil paid various Siblings of Sin to do that for him. That job fell to Primo when he was old enough. Primo who had recently been made a Cardinal and given more responsibilities than he really was prepared to deal with. Being a father wasn't really ever something Primo had thought about but here he was with three younger brothers all looking to him for guidance.

Secondo had been the toughest to take care of. He had already been a bitter old man even as a teenager. Just another thing Primo could blame on Nihil. Primo tried to act like more of an older brother to him than a parent, Secondo didn't react to authority figures very well at all. Primo had lost track of how many flowers and fruits baskets he had sent to traumatized Sisters who had barely survived having Secondo in their classes.

But his brother had come out of it all a brilliant, strong young man. He moved up the ranks of the church faster than even Primo had. Despite Nihil's attempts at making it a contest Primo tried to not feel like Secondo was biting at his heels. Secondo was ambitious, that was all. He had come to Primo before he reached each new position in the church, wanting the blessing of his fratello before he continued his rise within the clergy.

The night before Primo's final ritual, when Secondo was set to become Papa Emeritus II, they had shared a few drinks in silence before Secondo asked for Primo's blessing. Secondo wanted to be Papa badly, so very badly. He wanted to show Nihil what he was capable of, he wanted to show the old bastard what he could do while in charge of the church. But he wasn't interested in doing any of that without Primo at his back. They had both shared a rare embrace and Primo had promised Secondo, who in that moment looked far younger than he actually was, that he would always be there for him.

Lucifer himself wouldn't be able to drag him away if Secondo needed him.

Terzo was in many ways the complete opposite of Secondo. There wasn't as much ambition, as much desire for power. Terzo was gifted and incredibly smart, much smarter than most gave him credit for. When he applied himself he got high marks from the Sisters and Brothers in charge of the classes at the abbey. The issue was Terzo often didn't want to apply himself. He preferred indulging in sin rather than learning about it. The older he got the more this became true and when Terzo achieved the rank of Cardinal well...

Let's just say Cardinal Terzo's favorite sin was lust and leave it at that.

Primo really didn't really care what Terzo got up to and he certainly didn't want to hear any details. He just wanted Terzo to be happy and safe. Every time he saw his little brother he couldn't help but think of that scared little boy that trailed him everywhere. The loss of his mother had hit Terzo extremely hard and Primo had done his best to fill both parental roles for him.

It was hard for anyone else to tell, but Primo could see it. He knew that despite the companions Terzo always had his little brother was still lonely. Still looking for someone to fill a void by his side. Primo remembered the night when Terzo ascended to Papa, when Secondo bowed on stage to him and let Terzo take the spotlight. The two older Emeritus's had watched off stage as Terzo expertly performed the ritual as if he was born to be up there and in the spotlight.

In a way he was, this was what the Emeritus's were all aiming for. To be Papa, to lead the church to greater things. Primo could see all of that happening under Terzo. He was talented, handsome and charismatic, a true leader. Primo couldn't help but worry about his little brother though, especially as he prepared to hit the road with his ghouls. Touring could be brutal and Primo was concerned that Terzo would be overwhelmed with indulging instead of focusing on what he was supposed to be doing.

It took him witnessing something he probably shouldn't have for Primo to feel better about Terzo leaving. He had been trying to track down his younger brother the night before he was set to leave and had finally found him out in the gardens. Right when Primo was about to walk up he was stopped by another figure joining Terzo. One of Terzo's newly summoned ghouls, Omega he believed was his name, had placed a clawed hand on his brother's shoulder and Primo watched as it trailed up to Terzo's face. Omega had brushed the back of his fingers across his cheek, letting them move back into Terzo's hair, gently combing through it. Terzo had said something Primo couldn't hear before he'd risen up on his toes and placed a kiss on the mask covering the ghoul's face.

Perhaps Terzo wouldn't need his help after all.

Little Copia had been a surprise and at first, not a good one. Primo hadn't been happy to have another Emeritus heir dumped at the church door step. At least this time it wasn't just Primo yelling at Nihil because Secondo and Terzo were there as well. Poor Copia had been scared out of his mind. It was rare for Primo to let his anger get the best of him and even a teenaged Secondo had been surprised at his outburst. When Primo felt like his point had been made, not that Nihil actually gave a fuck about anything that had been said, he had left the old man's office to take Copia around the abbey. However the sight he saw let him know that he was too late.

Primo hadn't even noticed that Terzo had left the office, although he supposed it made sense. Terzo always quickly grew bored when "the adults were yelling" and his new little brother was much more interesting to him. The two of them were deep in a conversation, hurried Italian mixed with English being thrown between them. Primo had walked up and was about to tell Terzo to get back to his lessons, but before he could even open his mouth Terzo had latched onto Copia's little hand and the two had taken off down the hallway.

He knew he should have stopped them, at the very least he should have gone with them. Primo had turned to Secondo and was about to ask him to chase them down, but all he got was a sneer in response. Secondo promptly stalked off the other direction leaving Primo desperately hoping that Nihil didn't have any other little Emeritus's that might show up. Three was more than enough.

As Copia grew up and began to achieve great things Primo couldn't help but still see the nervous little boy in him. Although he could definitely be a smart ass he was probably the sweetest of the four brothers. He treated the entire congregation with care from the siblings to the ghouls and even to the rats he would save from the traps in the kitchens. Copia was special and Primo couldn't wait to see how the church would flourish under him.

Primo was proud of all of his brothers. Each of them had their faults of course, but one of them was always there to pick up the slack and help. They wouldn't do it without giving each other a hard time, but that's what brothers were for. Primo had done his best to teach them that they were all in this together, that the church was theirs. They had to help each other to bring the church to greatness in the name of Lucifer.

Even when they were acting like dumbasses.

(also P.S. Primo has kept every drawing his little brothers ever gave him)

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[zombiequeenblog]

like Roach, one of the strongest memorable moments was him sticking her up after her fall. that line about collecting stars just lives in my brain rent free! but also Terzo and Mouse sharing chocolate! I just love love love their relationship - it's something they both need and it just makes me happy.

Oh, thank you! He does take such good care of her hehe

I love Terzo and Mouse too, writing them having fun together is such a treat!

[readwithcindy]

Hi, I'm a student and my life was pretty much decided on but ever since I started watch your videos I've begun to feel doubt on what course I should take. Ever since I was a child I've been taught that money equals happiness (asian family) and that I should pick "actual jobs" like nursing, engineering, etc... but I've always been drawn to the arts. Everyone in my family just wants me to keep it as a hobby, but since discovering your channel I've been dreaming of becoming an art director. (1/1)

After I've seen your q&a video I realized how similar we were in that aspect and begun thinking that I would simply die not doing anything I wanted to do. I'm hoping you could give me advice because you managed to get where you are on your own(2/2)

Aww I’m glad that I’ve helped you consider pursuing what you love to do! I think it’s already such a struggle to be happy in life sometimes that why should we make it even harder on ourselves if we spend most of it doing things we don’t like to do? 

There is a common misconception that doing something “artistic” isn’t practical and doesn’t make money. But that is not true depending on where you apply your art. I pursued design because it’s a good intersection of creativity and solving business problems (which is practical). Then I specifically went into advertising and art direction for big brands (which makes money). 

Money does NOT equal happiness, but it does help you have a more comfortable life, which is why I wanted that balance of both my interests & money. You can definitely find something that makes you happy & make work out of it. It might take some time but you have the rest of your life to figure that out anyway! Even I’m still figuring out the “perfect” job for me.

I don’t know enough about other fields to give advice if your interests/skills are somewhere else, but the general advice I would say is, you don’t have to completely give up one thing for the other. You can still work on your “practical job” (nursing, engineering, whatever) but what’s most important is that you make time to improve the skills for the job you want. When it comes to design & art, you can easily learn that stuff on your own time & online without having to pay for classes. Look at what other designers and artists are doing, create side projects for yourself, and slowly start to surround your life with things that you like. The rest will follow naturally from there. That way, you can still “play it safe” but also pave the path that you want at the same time.

For inspiration, check out behance.net and take note of the specific type of work that resonates with you that you want to do. (Is it branding? Painting? 3D art? Animation? Etc.)

For learning, you can look up tutorials on Google or take classes on Skillshare. I have a bunch of promo codes for 2 months of free classes so what you can do is use the promo and then just cancel your subscription before the 2 months are up. And then if you want to continue taking classes you just make a new account with the promo code. That way you don’t have to spend money LOL

Good luck!!