Apr 28, 2025
the boy in the spotlight versus the girl in the mirror
edit: made a part 2
#i have very specific thoughts on transkasa#i almost didn’t post this because i thought it might be too out of character but trust me there’s a vision#my art#project sekai#tsukasa tenma#femkasa#transkasa#so anyway#i forgot the term for this specific type of insecurity#but like i think tsukasa would have sort of a weird relationship with gender and masculinity if that makes sense?#like it’s forced on him from the outside and from the inside#whether on purpose or on accident he had an upbringing that involved a lot of self-imposed responsibility#involving being his sick little sisters Big Brother who needs to stay strong for her#and then having to be a role model for everyone around him because he’s older and he needs to be mature because well. he’s a future star#you could bring his big idol that he looks up to being a man in that too#the way i have the realization scripted in my head is he wears some feminine outfit (like a dress or skirt) for a show as a form of-#method actint#and actually enjoys it more than he thought he would#and gets upset by that because like. why would he like it so much. he’s a Boy. he’s not supposed to show some sort of “weakness” like that#(side note that i think tsukasa is pretty open minded so this part is kinda iffy with me. maybe it’s some sort of like#“you do you and you be yourself! not Me though. because i’m A Future Star tm and i don’t get bothered by such trivial things”)#(idk)#anyway it eats at him. and originally it doesn’t bother him that much but just the Fact that it did Does if ykwim#and it just escalates. because he hates the feeling so bad#and can’t solve it because why would he tell anyone about that like wtfffff hes fine :)) etc etc#anyway i don’t know what’s going on here in the art. the idea was a dressing room in the sekai that shows how you see yourself or something#cue femkasa showing up in the mirror. not great#also extra idea thing that if tsukasa dumped all of this on rui or something they might have an argument about it because#that is some crazy internalized shit going on there. also my friend transitioned mtf what are you saying about her now huh#whadda hell