#mhm indeed.

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....wip

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ılıılıılıılıılı-Laufey - Too Little, Too Late-ılıılıılıılıılı

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[Chorus] To hear you scream my name A clear fucking X-ray Of if I'd stuck around I swear to God, I almost drowned You asked me how I've been But how could I begin To tell you I should've chased you? I should be who you're engaged to [Bridge] Lost my fight with fate A tug-of-war of leave and stay I give in, I abdicate I lay my sword down anyway I'll see you at Heaven's gate 'Cause it's too little, way too late

(⁠・⁠o⁠・⁠) WIP

A Kalysa fic idea wherein;

Kk and Alysa sit atop the rooftops while everyone else were asleep. "To get some air" they say, while the rooms were cold and breezy.

Caroline finds Alysa sitting there first, listening to her music silently. She began to debate whether she should go sit with her or not, but Alysa beats her to it when she invites her to sit-- all without looking at who was behind her. Maybe Alysa knew already that Kk wanted the same "breath of fresh air" as she did.

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"Well, aren't you gonna sit with me? I'm not some ghost, dude."

"Figured as much. Listening to Laufey under the nightsky would be some soul-searching activity."

"Whatever. Come here before I leave you to the actual ghosts."

Minutes of casual talking ensues, questions answered, but a particular one intrigues Alysa.

"So, what's your biggest fear?"

"Wow, some cliché ass question."

"But you gotta agree, it's some real complex thinking, right?"

"Sure. I mean, I got a lot. Losing people- like them dying, that's a given. But losing people, and them not dying.. That's kinda something.."

"Well go on.."

"Wow, you're really gonna make me introduce myself in front of the class?"

"Yep. Do I have to say that I don't get you?"

"Well, do you get me?"

"I do, but I wanna hear you say more. Besides, I know you wanna talk about it."

"Ugh, you're just too odd and weird. But.. You know, something to do with regret."

"Regret? That's the worst thing ever..?”

"Yeah. I wish I could live my life to the fullest, but it just doesn't work that way, you know?"

"Yeah, but give me an example."

"I know damn well you know what I'm talking about."

"Mhm. I wanna hear you say it."

"Wow, sadistic much?"

"Just confirming something."

"Falling."

"Falling?"

"Falling in love."

"Wow, Alysa. Never thought you were the sappy type."

Alysa pushed Kk lightly, all laughing and slightly embarassed.

"Excuse you, you literally told me to do allat.."

"Yep. Talk more."

"I'm starting to think you just wanna hear me speak."

"Might be, but I'm just really curious."

"Excuses, excuses.. But, yeah. Falling in love and then you keep retreating to this familiar feeling of not being head ova heels for anyone.."

"Mhm.."

"And what if they meet other people?"

"What a tragic thing.."

"I know right. I can't fight their feelings for others, so I gotta fight mine."

"So that's why your favorite Laufey song is the one you were just listening to.."

Alysa clicked her phone twice to see which one she was listening to.

"Too Little, Too Late?"

"Yeah. Don't worry though."

"Don't worry for what?"

"I'll always be here, you don't have to hesitate. I won't ever fall in love with anyone else."

Caroline stands up and leaves Alysa, both their cheeks reddened, a soft and unfamiliar feeling looming over their chests.