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I'm starting my dental surgery journey. I should have gotten this done in my teens but now I'm ready and have the funds to invest in it now. I know this journey isn't going to be cheap or easy, it will take years until I have the perfect smile. I know it will be worth it. During this time I intend to flourish in my career, get into peak health and advance my skills.
I've always had the desire to work on a project and see something through to the end and this is it! It's a reward to myself, once this is complete my confidence will grow and the discomfort I've experienced will go away. I'm just happy that I may be able to address this issue without invasive surgery, we'll see.
I'm looking forward to documenting my journey, when I looked back one day ill be proud that I did something for little me. 🫂
Starting My Health Fast
Start Date: 01/29/26
SW: N/A
CW: N/A
Fast Time: 1 Week
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Notes
I will not weigh myself during this fast. The goal is to make it through each day. I'll take my vitamins and log EOD how I feel. I'll take photos every Sunday (won't post online), and share my progress.
Yesterday
I went out to dine and get some work done. When I entered the bathroom two younger girls started at me. One was by the sink as she just left the bathroom stall and her friend, adjacent, didn't know I saw her looking me up and down through the mirror. It was the most jealous and hateful stare. I acted like I didn't see her and they just mimicked me fixing my hair and then left silently. I knew that stare, I get it often in the Midwest. I knew not to give it energy and to act like they weren't there, which worked.
I'm not even at my goal weight, but that motivated me to start my💧 fast for summer.
EOD
N/A
I need to become my own thinspo
I drank champagne and danced in the lake last night. I realized I'm free, wealthy, and healthy, and everyone's negativity has no power over me. I worked hard to get here, and I'll protect my peace and assets. People loved when I was struggling and hate to see me shining. I never insert myself into people's lives or brag or be rude, but people take out their insecurities on me. I deserve peace, and I'll protect my privacy !
THERE IS LITERALLY NO REASON I SHOULD BE FAT. NO ONE IS HERE BUT ME.
Locked-in starting 10-12-25
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