I am not a girl. I am a woman. I am striving, but still am lacking. I am strong, but still very weak. I am pretty, but still very ugly. I am joyous, but still disheartened. I am together, but still very broken. I have lived through many struggles, pains, loses. Most of those, were self-inflicted catastrophes. I must enjoy pain, to put myself through so much. I must enjoy getting hurt, since I continually make bad choices. I am personally done with the quest to destroy me.
Others will still give it their best shot, but I will stand. Stand. Stand because I am tired of being down. stand knowing I have risen above. Stand because, with HIM, I am not defeated. Stand because sometimes thats all you need to do. Just stand. Stand up tall, proud; let others know you are standing. Stand because you are alive. Stand because sometimes walking forward is too much. Keep standing. Stand. Always. And know in your heart, HE is with you. No. matter. what. Stand. You are never standing alone.