What if transfem Jax(Jaxine) was built like Pete?
I know this seems a bit controversial and we’ve been used to her with the same body type as Jax. However, hear me out. Not all women have skinny or perfect hourglass model bodies, ok! Plus, the sequel post will have both Jaxine and Lily(transfem Jax) together. So no need for torches & pitchforks, people!
Jaxine is a version of Jax; What if Leeroy ”Lee” Matteo already had other family members that cares about him more than his/her parents did?
Instead of fully coming out to his/her mom, he instead came out to one of his aunts who lived closest to him/her and his/her mother first. His/Her aunt still loved and accepted Lee for who he/she is & is always family. However, when Leeroy asked if she had a daughter, would she love her too(almost coming out, but not all the way)? His mother berated him for even thinking about it. After seeing what could’ve happened(the canon event), one night Lee ran away from home just to move in with his/her aunt’s apartment. His/Her aunt let him/her move in. Unfortunately, Lee’s mom found out that he/she had runaway: She asked if Leeroy is in her sister’s apartment. The aunt lied that her son is here while Lee hid & she called the police on the mother. She ended up arrested, Lee lived peacefully with her aunt & goes to therapy from the painful experiences she went through. One day after a car trip, her aunt’s car broke down infront of C&A; while bored from waiting for repairs she snuck inside the building, there she found the pc containing The Amazing Digital Circus and the brain scanner. She puts it on & it scanned her brain, after scanning she was disappointed nothing happened and returned to the car after her aunt was calling her. Without knowing that a digital copy had been placed into the circus.
Her avatar when entered the circus is still a rabbit. But is taller and wider than Jax; Caine read her brain scan which said ”I wished to have a girlhood that I never got”, for Jax’s room(like canon). But instead of ”I don’t want to change or be human anymore” which made canon Leeroy’s digital copy Jax a cartoon rubberhose rabbit. The other code for Jaxine read ”I want to walk side by side with people that mattered to me & be there for them, just as much as they’re there for me.”. Rabbits not only spiritually symbolizes fertility(most common) and new beginnings(fits well), but also protection & safety from them making burrows for protection from predators, and also vulnerability(Jax’s allergy) & gentleness. Her avatar gimmick is physical strength(from the theory that Jax’s role in the circus was being a circus strongman) & body was taken inspiration from her aunt & after the long journey of healing with friends, her aunt & therapy from the real world. She’s actually empathetic & chooses to become a source of comfort & warmth. But unlike Ragatha, she’s still a jokester(not in a cruel bully way) & would enjoy some tea spilling(gossip). She’s large because her third brain code in her brain scan file said: ”I make myself small for nobody”. She’s wearing blue: she felt content with her body and doesn’t need extra feminine traits to make up for her lack of girlhood(but still wears mascara, eyeshadows, a spare clip on bow from Ribbit & earrings).
She’s holding a headcanon au version of him. Were Jax halfway abstracted in episode 6, but was saved by Pomni. Instead of completely and died at episode 9. And also he(before switching to he/she) had kept the clip on bow from Ribbit this whole time after she abstracted. They’ve learned to open up again and being less of a jerk, while embracing who they really are(in minimal steps) along with Pomni to help him.
I hope it explains that. I just want to explore transfem Jax in a different body type.
