#midmorning

[outlawpetegsc]

[offdutyplaces]

greenwich village, nyc

[a-small-startup]

I seek organization in my chaos

I constantly live in chaos but seek organization. I envy those who do great but am not jealous. I love it when someone compliments me, but don't know how to react. I love the fact that I am liked and disliked by a lot of people at the same time.

And all these thoughts bring about a lot of questions in my mind. I have been aloof for a long while about everything. I have been pushing away deadlines, staying awake and doing nothing. I have wasted my time and energy doing nothing, as if I have got nothing.

There are indeed a lot of things I want to do. And that question I was talking about, which haunts me, is: "Where is all this leading to?"

I am completely insane about the fact that I have a lot of errands to run and I am still aloof.

It is actually astonishing and weird that I notice all the chaos in life and still do nothing about it. But I know that I am seeking organization. But something, some force, maybe the biggest enemy of mine, is pulling me down: "Laziness."

It's completely strange and crazy to say this, but I think I am responsible for my failure. It is my stupidity that makes me react and overreact to unnecessary, well, let's say, not-so-important things in life. I am angry at someone for being good and disappointed in myself for staying aloof.

I am not pinpointing anything, or in fact, pinpointing myself. I think it's the 3:30 a.m. thoughts. Maybe sleeplessness. Maybe the disturbance in my head. But again, there is peace and a sense of calmness in my head. I guess I have a clear head now, and the morning would be without the laziness and aloofness. I guess I'll be fine the first thing in the morning.

I guess it's all in my head. And yet again, I seek organization in my chaos.

[mirrorworld12]

You know what scares me the most

How you are my everything

and I am just a part of your everything

[dailyinspirationgospels]

"Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord." ✨ (Psalm 27:14) Taking a moment mid-morning to refocus and find strength in Him. Have a blessed afternoon! 🙏

[whats-in-a-sentence]

Tad Trenton was in his room at midmorning, playing with his trucks.

"Cujo" - Stephen King

[akkarahomestay]

Mid-morning vibes #akkarahomestayandayurveda #akkarahouse #akkara #akkarahouse #midmorning #rainclouds #homestaysofkerala #homestay #godsowncountrykerala #godsowncountry #keralatourism (at Akkara Homestay & Ayurveda) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClF2jYsPl2R/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[mmrmorning]

제가 대표로 있는 1인 기획사 미드모닝 아카이브가 오늘부로 사명을 변경하였습니다. @officialmidmorning 안녕하세요 미드모닝 아카이브입니다. 2022년 11월 8일부로 미드모닝 아카이브가 미드모닝으로 사명을 변경하였음을 알려드립니다. 앞으로도 많은 소식을 전해드릴 예정이오니 많은 관심 부탁드립니다! #미드모닝 #MIDMORNING #사명변경 https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckslm0-JDow/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=