#midnightcallstothemoon

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Just art dump.

Of Chara and Flowey n^v ^n 

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Eeyyyyyyy !!! So the other day while I was looking back at the first few chapters with Ashuri and one of my other mystery best friend helper,  we noticed that it was very very cringy. So Ash suggested that she redrew the trio and here we are!!!  Credits go to XSalty_AshuriX aka Ashuri Yen. Here’s a link to her instagram !!!! https://www.instagram.com/ashuri_yen/ She’s a really great drawer.  Narrator : B.R. suddenly takes out a drawer.  Not that drawer. I meant by an artist kind of drawer.  B.R. : oh. ok.

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I just wanted to share this amazing manga that my best friend made. I loveIt!!! Its great and Wonderful right ?

artist : xsalty_ashurix

Her art is great !!! 

Follow her on insta : https://www.instagram.com/xsalty_ashurix/

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Turning crazy cuz of quarantine, so I made this drawing myself , this was made not because of boredom .

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Midnight Calls to the Moon ! 

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Midnight calls to the moon 《The never will be past ending》

But to not many, because I know that 100percent of you guys don't even know what Midnight calls to the Moon is so..if you don't wanna read Im fine with it and Stay safe and chill, love yourself and have a swell day!!!!

( TRIGGERS WARINING!!!! Angst, suicide, flashbacks)

It was raining. The tiny droplets fell from the clouds like tears and stung like needles upon touch, but I didn't care. After all, the pain just goes away with time, the feeling does not.....but others have felt worse before me said a thought in my head....so why should I be feeling anything at all ? Why should I be here crying and hurting from something so childish and stupid ? My thoughts screamed and clawed at me while I ran through the forest away from the small clearing that I had shared with her all those memories with....my special and only 'friend'. I felt my burning tears flowing and mixing with the icy rainwater. The emotions I swore to never feel again began to continuously stab and penetrate my mind over and over leaving me bleeding as I ran aimlessly for who knows how long. Minutes? Seconds ? Hours ? Time seems irrelevant when you are sad. Slowly comforting you against everything else, like a melodic piece of music that only played when it was like this....when the world seemed to be against you, when your world seemed to be against you, time was my only friend...SHE was my only friend. I thought as my thoughts continued to churn and stab me internally which I was very conscious of…’but at least it made the pain bearable a bit.’ Another thought said silently, echoing around my head, like a gong being played in an endlessly empty space...

Soon my endlessly and mindless running came to a stop. As I felt myself being brought back.......at the first place I met HER. . . Furawazu No Hana Highschool division.... and here I was. One of my most hateful places to be. I felt empty. 'Because I was crawling back to her. Begging.' Said a thought in my mind. "It's probably from the hormones or the mood of the rain." I muttered to myself, knowing I was finding excuses and being fake again.....As I twist and turned unlocking the knob of the door, a wave of slightly warmer air suddenly rushed outside into the cold where I was standing. Then I realized that I was drenched in fresh cold as ice rainwater, but I didn't care. Nothing mattered anyway. No one cares if you live or if you die. Said another thought sowing it into my mind. As I closed the heavy metal door and locked it. The rain outside sounded like banging on the door that wanted to be let in. And with that, I turned forward and silently made my way up the stone stairs with my thoughts slowly calming down but triggers of the past still going within my minefield mind. Making me feel more empty and hollow the entire way up the familiar and welcoming stone case.

Before long, I felt myself standing at the top and opening the familiar heavy and slightly rusted iron door to the rooftop. . .once I heard the swinging of the door open and finding myself stepping into the deemed endlessly cold rain once again. With the water needles piercing my skin and clothes, coming into my eye of view was a figure...upon closer inspection, I realized I was meeting HER again. Seeing her again JUST after our little 'fight'. . . I consciously felt the wave of guilt and sadness consuming me internally again... The tears and the urge to hug her and tell her my wish was too much....

But suddenly, my feet and legs started moving on their own, my entire body felt disconnected from my soul. My own feeling severing from my mind.....and that's when the hella fake emotions, me, myself and I started acting up again. The me, I HATED SO MUCH. The one I wanted to burn for so long, causing my little tiny hell in my mind to break loose. The feeling of hands wringing and gripping my neck tighten, choking me...choking my tears up as my body stumbled and walked closer and closer to her as the rain slowed down and the winds howled at me.

When I stood in front of her, my shoulders slumped with my head hanging low, I expected to hear shouting and yelling and all the voices and pain, but no. She held my hands and hugged me. As the rain fell, many emotions were joining along with the water that fell below, I squeezed my eyelids shut and I just.....COULDN'T STOP THEM. The tears and rain water ran down my face. I was cold, but in her mere presence, I felt warm. I felt alive again. I feel loved.

And after a while I heard her silent voice say "I am sorry…..my child..." but the last few words came out lost in the winds and rain. And I found myself falling off the rooftop. With her in my last memory.

I will never forget her face with her hood trying to cover up her face...

I guess this is it. My own wish came true.

She had granted it.

“Thank you........”

ALTERNATIVE ENDING HAS BEEN FOUND!

A/N aka, Milky's notes!!!! :

Sorry for the inactivity lately guys!!! Its just Im going tibia very much more busy lately and, if you are wondering "Milky, are you venting or telling a story ?"

I AM telling a story. A forgotten title that is still rebooting^^. And No. NO ACTUAL SPOILERS WERE GIVEN IN THIS. I JUST WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT IT. ((and it should have been a happier one-)) BUT ITS ANGST WEEK AND IM FEELING ANGSTY!!!!! MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH- Anyways !! If you have mannage to read through all that and are still here, thank you for existing. Really, it means a lot to know that you would read through all that sadness and come to the Writers notes, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES AND CONTINUE TO STAY SAFE GUYS!!!

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who am I running from ?  ... .. .... Boom! 

D.R. : she’s really serious isn’t she ?  E.P. : Its good to see her suffering running from the writer’s block once in a while. Summer :  Takes video

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Me floating between someplace...........with the sun and moon with stars.........

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