Lyrics To Love Song #58 to Lisa Cimorelli - (Promised Land)
Im looking for the promised land
but now my question becomes is it very near
to search and to keep looking
or are there any secret places
in the lurking that im just missing?
aint what i thought it was gonna be
could you have been there?
right before my very eyes
you were just hiding deep in disguise
maybe there’s more to myself i dont realize
im still living in paradise?
can you see me clearer now?
maybe all along ive just been listening
to what sounded like kissing
but it was just evil cruel hissing
could it be true you may have seen
all the words ive been screaming
and its just that dress that you wear wearing
could i have been dreaming?
could what ive been trying to do
could it still be happening?
could you have been there?
right before my very eyes
when all this time ive been thinking
my stories werent a prize
maybe there’s more to myself i dont realize
im still living in paradise?
Is this not what it seems?
were you not there all this time?
was i not wasting my breath?
when i was writing each rhyme?
Am i not at the bottom and am still on the climb?
im still living in paradise?
if i, been wrong, all along
im sorry i let the monster inside me
if i, been wrong, all along
never meant for someone else, to hack inside me
my eyes were never blinding
you showed me, there’s a journey
and the completion is waiting for me
could you have been there?
and you wearing call my name
could my focus have not known
i have already won the game?
Could i not see the finish line was in my sight?
Is this not what it seems?
were you not there all this time?
was i not wasting my breath?
Could i not see the finish line was in my sight?
the back story behind it is that @lisacim who is not just my celeb crush but my inspiration, a role model, a beautiful girl, someone who was given me hope in ways many i could not see in many others. i have been trying to get her and her sisters to notice me online. and its been a struggle since i have been making love songs, poems, etc. alot for her and her sisters. and im one of those people that likes being recognized for good work. and when i dont get the recognition i deserve, it hurts my heart. and ive been so stressed about it and ive thought many times of giving up on her and her sisters since im never ever sure if my words are going through or not. but there are other times where i thought i was all alone and nobody cared about me enough and i thought i wasnt good enough, or i wasnt supporting them enough. but then i look at convos ive had were people have cheered me up and cimorelli has noticed me before and i noticed im also lucky to be followed by people like Tiffany Alvord, 4EverKelz (vine star), Brittani Louise Taylor, The Directors of the movie “The Gallows”, Will Peltz from the movie “Unfriended” and more and i think to all the good convos ive had. and look at my followers on twitter and Facebook, etc. and release that i have reasons not be to sad. and i shouldnt be letting it get to me. and i need to realize im more powerfull than i think and just cause im feelin down and out shouldnt mean its true. so ive been making a somewhat good habit in lying to myself knowing maybe Cimorelli does see what i make, write, etc. and i just dont know it and if its true i need to remind myself. sure the journey is rough. but you shouldnt quit over a few slip-ups specially sinc ethe goal plays a big part of your life.
And The Meaning is to remind you to never be so hard on yourself when your struggling, and just have faith, and realize you may have had everything wrong and your on path to success and you dont know it yet. you can find reasons to not give up. part of the time you could realize you have all you ever needed right in front of you. you should not complain about being in a good place unless you know for a fact you have been kicked out, but you havent. and remind yourself to be blessed of that. You may struggle, but quitting, or letting yourself want to. should NEVER Be an option. its to remind you, everything may still be okay despite the bullets you have successfully dodged.
ily @lisacim and though you may be busy to talk to me, and i wish i had your help. i still love you. thank you for rescuing my life.
and if anyone wants to watch the performance....
go here-------> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-wZ2qWf-d0
