Sitting here in the airport for 8 hours contemplating things that could go wrong, but I'm wrong. Nothing is getting in my way. For some it may not be a big deal, but for me this is the one true passion I have always carried with me. Leaving this fucking country and going to a place of peace, unity, nature, and a sense of community is so beyond beautiful to me. All I want to do is help. Help people, animals, and nature itself. That is what I want to do with my life. Fuck corporations. Fuck tons of money. Fuck status and reputation. This is all that matters to me and for once I'm doing something for myself. For once I am living MY dream the way I want to. You don't "have" to do anything that society expects you to do. Live your life the way you want to because you don't get a Life #2. This is all you've got and you ought to live it for yourself. Find happiness in all that you do. It's not worth living a life that others want you to. Find your freedom.