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[eijirohno]

I am... so exhausted.

I have read through everything that’s been sent to me, replies, dm msgs, every last one

If I missed yours or didn’t respond I apologize now, bc I have tried my best to show all of you my gratitude and appreciation.

emotionally & socially I am drained, as I’ve never received this much interaction at one time ever- it’s a bit overwhelming for me if I’m entirely truthful.

I’ve heard in passing they’re rebuilding with new servers but I myself haven’t actually been invited or experienced any of them, so please go forth at your own discretion

Other than being drained & tired- I am okay. I’m not hurting anymore. I am going to heal and move forward.

You’re welcome to come talk to me, send me your stories, screenshots, vents, discord handles, cat pics, etc at any time- I read every single kind message.

I feel such relief that people are no longer living in fear, and sadness, and we can start repairing our hearts and minds and the communities we once cherished and loved. I hope you all share in my courage, strength, and light energy and choose to do good and speak up when things are injust.

sending love and light always, Miki 🧡

[eijirohno]

It’s time to say I’m done

A final word on everything, now that this mess has finally died down & I’ve taken some time to recharge and fix my mental state

So, hey, I wanted to once again thank everyone who’s given me support, kindness, time, and stood up for me even when I wasn’t looking. I appreciate you. My heart is so full.

Secondly- to everyone who was in the chat that still sides with Jesse or those of you that reached out after my post did numbers and you want to clear your name from posts or lists, I can’t help you. I can’t in good conscience try to fix your reputation when I didn’t call your name out. It’s not something for me or any of the other victims to try and change or fix.

Thirdly- I am moving on now. I can only hope Jesse stops talking about me, grows up, gets help, and moves on too. I no longer want to be the whispered name on everyone’s lips.

And finally, I have my own discord server now! you can pm me for the invite bc I want to keep it controlled and monitored to prevent drama, but if you’re looking for a new home for apex and other stuff, I’m happy to welcome you in.

Thank you again for letting me open up, share my story, and create a space for others to do the same. I hope this fandom learns from the experiences we’ve all shared and becomes a happy place for everyone 🧡

sending love and light always, Miki🧡

[eijirohno]

holy cow, I actually cannot believe he's still trying to paint his apology as completely genuine when he's so blatantly attempting to guilt you like that. I'm so sorry you're going through this, looks like he hasn't changed a bit. That's absolutely disgusting. Stay strong

I know, right? It’s ridiculous how that was supposed to be an apology to everyone when all he did was complain about himself. I offered him the same advice he spouted at me when I wasn’t allowed to apologize & explain myself- be a listener instead of a speaker

anyways thank you so much for your kind words, I wish you nothing but the best! ☺️🧡

[eijirohno]

positive thing for today- a girl at the polls told me she liked my my hero academia shirt n we chatted ab it :3 it made me really happy even tho it was smth small- it was rlly cool of her <3