I'm not excited for MilBall.
My mom arranged my Military Ball date for me without asking me. Are you kidding me? Are you kidding me. She went to the boy’s house, met with the parents, and they are now forcing me and this boy to go together.
We aren’t even friends. We’ve known each other since kindergarten, but that means nothing. I hate this person. I already have to go out of my comfort zone and wear a dress and heels - girls aren’t supposed to wear their uniforms unless they have extreme or religious opposition - and go to the damn ball. I’m a wallflower. I don’t belong there.
This is going to be awful. I hate my intrusive mother who ruined this for me. That’s not an understatement. I don’t even want to go anymore, but now I can’t back out because we already paid and it was expensive for my family.
It's worse because I'm not... straight, and my mom doesn't know that. So I really don't want to take a boy to the Ball. If it was my choice, it'd probably be a girl, honestly - but no. It doesn't matter what I want. My happiness is apparently unimportant; the pictures for Facebook are what matter to her.
Sigh. And there was my rant.