#mim.exe

[banesberry-anomoly]

Duality

[onelonelystory]

when you are a freak in love they will always ask you

which of you is the man

and which is the dog?

which one of you is human?

which one of you is owned?

sharp toothed and desperate you are always the animal.

learn to love being possessed.

when you are a freak on your own you are feral

and they do not ask.

[onelonelystory]

fuck you specifically and keep your comments to yourself. I’m not even going to block you over this, please see yourself out if you’ve got even that much integrity. I won’t tell anyone if you don’t but I don’t know where a 34 year old harry potter blogger gets off trying to tell me how to live my life. And please understand I’m keeping your name off this not because I am scared or because I did not mean what I said about anonymity, but because I am being kind and letting you think again before you out yourself as someone who feels obliged to the eternal grace and hospitality of a teenager. Which I am afraid you will have to look elsewhere for, as it seems I have run fucking dry.

[onelonelystory]

But I'm just being friendly :( and when you talk about depressing things I don't want you to be alone! I'm worried about you :(

Hi, anon, I know you meant well, but this is exactly what I am talking about! I deserve to be able to vent about things without having to justify myself to strangers, and as friendly as you are, we are not friends if I can’t identify you if you hurt me! I am sorry that you worry, and I understand that empathy can be overwhelming but it is not healthy for you or for me if you cannot draw lines in your parasocial relationships. 

[onelonelystory]

hey folks! gonna do a mini boundaries post for fun and profit real quick! I’m sure you’re all amazing people and I would love to get to know you and I in fact welcome you to say hi anytime (though gotta confess I am pretty bad at being a regular correspondent) but we’re not friends if we’ve never spoken! we could be, and I hope that I am approachable enough that you feel like you can say hi if you want to be, but I promise if you’ve never spoken to me you don’t know me, and I certainly don’t know you!

on a related note, while I 100% agree with the philosophy that introducing one’s self is incredibly awkward and it’s much easier to slip into conversation when you start in the middle, that’s an invitation to come into my inbox with some fun facts about textiles or local gossip, not to like. speculate on my trauma.

[onelonelystory]

I want a bitter rival who thinks my lips look soft

[onelonelystory]

fun fact about me when I was in elementary school I heard a waluigi parody of hallelujah and spent years assuming that whenever the melody was being played or hummed everyone else was also thinking of the waluigi song until auditions for the spring musical freshman year someone brought the jeff buckley version and the person next to me looked at me funny because I was singing it under my breath.

anyway “the epic highs and lows of high school football” scans with “the baffled king composing hallelujah”