#mind blog

[coooookkkkiiiii-blog]

Outing?

Hey guys. First Happy new year:)

So last Year i told my mum "i am pansexual" i didn't say pansexual. I told her that i hab love Boys and girls. She said "its just one Time and than its over" i didn't felt Good about this nur what schuld i do? But now i have a Girlfriend and my hole family didn't know it. The only One who knows that i am Not straight is my mum. And i Think she doesn't mind that.

Another Problem is I feel Bad. I can't tell my mum "Hey mum i have a Girlfriend." I couldnt See her. She lifs a View kilometers away. So i don't know what to do...

[coooookkkkiiiii-blog]

Take Care of yourself

Hey guys,

Sometimes i Feel fat. Sometimes i Feel useless. Sometimes i Think "Why do i do that" sometimes i breake down. I had made something wrong. I didn't Talk about myself. I forgot myself. I didn't Keep an eye of myself. I only have an eye for Another Person. For a "Friend". Now i know she was never a Friend. She only thinks about herselfs. She don't mind my Situation. Always she was the Person with the problem. I was the Lucky Person that u can tell all your trush. I never said something. She always telled me "you See my reason to life. Without your friendship i would die. You are my World." And then she was say that These all lies? I made my ass of for her and Ehe trow me away like a used Paper. I was shooked. I was Angry. Not only about her. I was Angry about me. I didn't noitice myself. I put myself back. I had sleeples night behind me with her. I called her if she wantet to gut herselfs again. I saw her Blood and called her mum. Then i Fall down.

Now i think that it's better. It's better lie with the friendship. I feel Free but in the same Time i Feel Empty. I don't Feel Good.

Don't put yourself behind someone or something. You have to keep an eye at your health. Sure you can Keep an eye at someone else. But this isn't a fulltimejob. You are your only fulltimejob. I am Sure that you have problems. I am Sure that you have Friend. Look at you and your friend. Youre friend should do the same thing. Look at themselfs and at you.

Please, don't do the same like me and put yourself in the back.

[chiisaidoragon]

My blog is such an accurate picture of my mind.

[sorafi]

Just a start

To those currently viewing my page, welcome to my mind blog. :3

I can't call this my personal blog, since it's just one that expresses my thoughts and inner problems in life. If you ever want my personal blog though, just ask. ;o

Anywho, this is just an introductory blog so jah. Hai and bai~

Contents of this blog:

- Crap About my Crush

- Memories

- School Problems

- Dreams I Have

- Other Shet

You have just viewed Seru's first post.

Thank you and come again soon. ||D

[snagerdragon]

so apparently

once subscribed to someone's mind-blog, you cannot un-subscribe.

your only recourse is if they DIE. or, ya know, stop posting to their mind-blog.

i wonder if i have any subscribers to MY mind-blog. *spams mind blog to find out*

and who STARTED mind-blog? who ELSE knows about Mind-Blog? is MindBlog like Fight Club? can ANYONE join? why do i get some people's mind blogs better than others? hmm.

and, most importantly, IS MIND BLOG REAL OR AM I OVER-IMAGINATIVE AND THINK JUST LIKE ALOT OF PEOPLE, EVEN THOUGH THEY HATE ME?

hmm.

quite.?

[peabrainn-blog]

Making Friends

This week had been both stressful and fun. Stressful because of the overflowing homeworks and quizzes in one week. Well, for me being a college student isn't a right but a privilege you need to earn. I learned in this week that there are no such things are shortcuts in life. If you want to see your rich crops in the future, you need to work for it and time isn't a question. It depends on how you are determined in life. As for me, i'm not in the intense mark of studying. I try to balance my studies and the time when to goof off. Stress could help you sometimes, it helps you realize that life isn't all about the hard works that you do but the fun that it brings to you as you go by. 

The fun thing that i'm telling a while ago was meeting new friends. I made a lot of friends with in this week. My first week of college really helped me a lot in socializing with other people. I met new people from different schools, different batch and even different places. Sometimes, it's not bad to be thickheaded as long as you're in place and you know when to do it. This week had been a blessing to me, all the dramas and laughters will be treasured forever. 

XOXO

-C