Sometimes..
Some nights I feel like shit, some nights I feel like I'm on top of the world, and on some nights I feel nothing at all. Sometimes I get too emotional on things, like I breakdown because of the silent battles or overthink the shit I go through and then get panic attacks because my mind won't shut up. So whenever I feel like this, my body shuts down and I sleep it all off, hence 𝕾𝖑𝖊𝖊𝖕𝖞 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖉. Although times are tough, I see to it that my mind isn't bothered by the things I see or hear, so I try to write everything down, from the stupid things I did to the crazy stories in my head. I wasn't a big fan of reading, well not until I realized I loved to write, and so ever since I started college, or ever since I encountered strenuous activities, heartbreaks, or awkward moments, I wrote it all down.
Where am I going with this? Well I realized through the years that life is about keeping and releasing, you take the good things and you plant it in your heart and mind, so it grows and that in turn emanates. On the other hand, you release the things that isn't healthy to all aspects of your life. In my case, writing is the weapon I chose to kill the voices in my head. So please, whenever you feel something, I recommend you do something that not only releases your stress/anxieties, but also is rewarding. Experiment! But don't do drugs! haha!
