how do I get you back? what do you want me to do? do I swim across the pacific? climb the mount everest? do I fight my way back into your warm embrace? or do you want something more personal, like handwritten letters soaked in tears? what about playlists of our favorite songs? I would do anything to see you smile again; to hear your laugh one last time; to feel the warmth of your body next to me as we watch scary movies. you’re my best friend; my brother; my person, and I need you. without you, I am lost. and without you, I fear I will never be found.









