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I am not over the fact that Zepha Ray canonically sucks at cooking. It’s so funny to me
Like look, this is from March 27th
And this is from May 8th
i died in a bathroom in my source*. i got better though lol (thanks to doc)
*my memories didnt play out like the funny blog. neo bushnell fictive here
- axel 👣🪦
I LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE WHO DIED SAY "I GOT BETTER THOUGH." NUMBER 1 FAVORITE THING TO SAY AS A FICTIVE.
"YOU DIED JUST LIKE ADAM. IN A BATHROOM. GAYEST PLACE TO DIE." - DEADKAT, REFERENCING THE SAW MOVIE.
Only have 200 pages left. If i get them all today, i will have finished the second book that i started before finishing the goldfinch lmao!
the book is very good though, very exciting and i like how nesbø redid the characters. I found it last week in our trip to the aquarium at a bookstore at the trainstation, where it was listed as no.1 on their bestselling list. So in a weak attempt to slip into actual contemporary literature that is being published right now this year, i just. I just bought it like that. Then i read the first 150 pages on the train rides for about 5 hours, which isn‘t fast by any standards but for me it is! Except that i read 250 pages yesterday in like 3 hours so heres to rapid improvement i guess!
me on meds post number ???
I haven’t updated about my medication or really been on much to do a lot of engaging with everyone in fandoms and shit, just been reblogging a bit and getting off except to some liveblogging too.
Honestly, I’m doing really great. First few days on my meds had me feeling foggy and shit, couldn’t even concentrate and then all of a sudden it was like my brain cleared and I felt completely better.
It’s like I’m just okay with things. I am not incredibly upset nor am I overwhelmingly happy. I just am. I haven’t been on much because instead of trying to numb my brain with mindless hours of tumblr or watching vines to feel any ounce of happiness, I’ve actually been feeling really content and wanting to go out and do stuff with my peers again or accomplish shit I’ve been sitting on for months.
I’m still plenty anxious man, I still have emotions and feelings and, TRULY, I do get nervous and stuff but it’s like...it doesn’t get to me. I actually had a really fun days today at work with friends and I didn’t even think once about how stupid I was sounding or how they might all hate me. I did get nervous when I had to talk in front of everyone at work during one of those stupid ‘meet and greet’ things...but like, around my OWN friends??? I had a fabulous time.
So like, I guess I just wanted to say that. If you don’t see me around much or interacting much on this website, please take it in a positive way. It’s not that tumblr was ever a bad thing for me, it just helped me cope with my depression and anxiety and allowed a space for me to just completely lose it and break down. Being on less means I’m able to cope with my depression and anxiety more, which is what the whole goal of going on medication is.
Does anyone else feel like Astra might genuinely have ADHD or is neurodivergent?
I love you songs that are sad/uneasy-sounding but also calming I love you songs that make you feel like you're not on Earth or even in reality anymore I love you songs that make you remember a memory you never even had
God Espen makes me so fucking sick/vpos
AND HE DOESNT EVEN HAVE A FLIPDECK WHY AM I LIKE THIS
Getting back into my Terraria obsession and I just remembered there’s a fucking gender fluid in the game
That’s not actually what it’s called but that’s kind of what it is
