#mindovermatter;

[hellomzhydex]

[hellomzhydex]

Curling up in my mass of blankets and pillows, I'm so tired. But I doubt that'll be able to sleep, not now... Too much shit running through my head.... :/

[hellomzhydex]

Quit saying one thing, and doing something completely opposite.

Quit putting the people who care about you, and you supposedly care about in a shit position.

Being pushed to the edge, and I don't fuckin' appreciate it anymore.

[hellomzhydex]

You make me want to bash my skull in with a 50lb sledge hammer.

[hellomzhydex]

Gonna sit here, and twitch over how people don't cut down their posts. It's fine. -.o

[hellomzhydex]

Gonna make Andy and Ben skype with me later, just so I can coo over my god baby. ;_;

I can't wait to hold her, and spoil her properly! I'm so excited, I've never wanted to leave PA so badly before.

I'm also anxious as hell, cause when we get to Cali, I'm going to have to meet all of Jeremy's bandmates, and his family that's there.

slkdjalksjdlaksjdlaksjdeep.

I'm an awkward Panda okay. I may appear confident, and cocky, but I assure you, 98% of that is all a front.

[hellomzhydex]

Really, grow up.

[hellomzhydex]