I wonder if there were times when Norton did want to try to fit in when he was younger and in the mines, but didn't know how to. Before he started to despise himself and everyone who was okay with this life and not seeking to escape it.
like a group of workers stopping at the same time to have a meal they packed together and he would just watch wondering if one day he could be included or invited
listening to some coworkers joke and look out for each other and Norton wondering if he could have something like that too.
Norton seeing a coworker saying goodbye to his family for the day just before work and noticing that the family seems content and have genuine care for each other despite the poor conditions. And wondering if that is possible for him one day.
but his reputation with the other workers was likely already set in stone and there was no changing it for the better, only worse.
The golden boy who all the employers love for his hard work and dedication.... "Making the other workers look bad"...and them becoming resentful towards Norton. and I wonder if Norton's Father and his hard work actually sealed his fate socially as well orz "That weird kid has got no one" "Hes got his father to blame for that, he put us all in a tight spot makin' us all look like lazy sons of bitches. He got what was comin' to him"
gosh orz I hope there was at least SOME of the workers who tried to befriend Norton and maybe by that time it was too late and Norton didn't want anything to do with 'friends' or anything like that. Now viewing them all as objects just getting in his way to freedom aahhhh orz
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welp sorry for the bummer post LOL my baaaaad















