♡:Accidentally falling asleep together
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the wizard awakes from his sudden slumber. first, blue eyes clouded with sleep flutter open slowly. second, his body. that becomes increasingly aware as the world transforms from fuzzy edges to dulled clarity of a weight pressed against its side. FOREIGN HEAT ( no, no he knows this heat. he’s stored this specific body temperature to memory ) --------- HEAT, FAMILIAR, strokes up the left side of his body. when he glances downwards, his gaze catches her midnight crown.
‘ ise’ya ? ‘ voice groggy, caked with sleep, it doesn’t take long for arthur’s brain to catch up on what’s happening. they fell asleep together on the couch in the bookstore. perhaps lulled to sleep by the comfortable roaring of the fire. ( ignore her soft puffs of breath on your shoulder. ignore them at all COSTS ).
heat. foreign, crawls up the back of his neck & invades the pores of his cheeks. spikes of anxiety prickle his spine. close --------- they’re so -------- was this allowed ? no, she probably doesn’t know this even happened. do not make the mistake of causing her uncomfort again. of not knowing where boundaries crossed & where they explicitly screamed for arthur to never cross.
lux has fallen asleep on him countless times. ara has on occasion. cain requests to SLEEP with arthur but, arthur has finally realized, not in the same way the other two desire arthur’s presence. matt’s a different story all together. friends from childhood, they’ve shared the same crib since infancy.
they were all people arthur considered precious friends. they were his indispensable, incomparable, family.
not to say that, they were not friends. no, that wasn’t the case. arthur has finally worked the definition onto the file of information he has stored about the elf. that FRIENDS were what they were. but she did not fall into the family category. that was not her place, for too many variables collided & contradicted with the definition of FAMILY arthur has learned ( stored in his brain ) to not fit within those carefully constructed lines.
a head pat ( reserved for ara & lux & cain & on humorous occasions, matt ) was not alright for ise’ya. yet signs of affection like kissing cheeks & hugs were fine. it confused arthur, & although they have hashed out that misunderstanding, there are still days where arthur’s mind reels through those moments & tries to come up with theories & plausible explanations for what those actions means, & what it means for them.
abruptly, arthur’s pulled out of his thoughts. suddenly, he becomes all too aware of her body & her face -------- her face that looked as if peace had come in to soften lines & blur away edges --------- was to his body. he realized a blanket was thrown over their laps. when had that gotten there ? how long had that been there ?
the word flashed neon red in the wizard’s head. leave. he had to leave. lest she wakes up & finds this weird ? a strange twist in his chest from the thought leaves him curious as to where it originates from, but to linger on that too long would impede on his escape.
carefully, arthur stands up. his fingers twitch with hesitation before they grasp ise’s shoulders to lie her down on the couch. he pulls the blanket over her body & once that’s down, takes several steps back to put adequate distance between them.
he stares at her sleeping form, the heat from his face refusing to dissipate.
matt’s voice cuts through his trance. arthur jumps, whipping his head to see matt staring at him with an eyebrow raised. then, to his dismay, he sees matt turn his head to look at ise’ya back on the couch, then back to arthur. arthur sees the gears turning in matt’s head & curses himself for not leaving sooner.
‘ oh you’re so screwed. ‘ matt says after what seems like an eternity.
‘ i don’t understand. ‘ heartbeat accelerates. palms become sweaty. tension high.
‘ figures. i’ll tell you later, artie. right now i have a question about something i just read. here, take a look. ‘
an exhale of breath. heartbeat slows. fingers digging into palm relax. peace. thankful for the distraction, arthur urges matt to follow him into his study. away from ise’s sleeping form. away from whatever pervasive, weird, uncommon thoughts were trying to weasel themselves into his brain.