“of course you didn’t.” for some reason, when the words came from her mouth, his blood didn’t run COLD. it sounded like a comfort & not a verdict from an entire nation. there was nobody to scream : ’ GUILTY ’ . eyelids were shut tightly, his heart skipping a beat ( HALF EXCITEMENT & HALF FEAR ), this wasn’t any common story. but SURPRISINGLY a faint smile was gracing his angelic features. “my brother – the one i told you about, – his name is– was yixuan. ” finally, he opened his eyes & a breathless laugh escaped his soft lips. G O D, had the world just been lifted off his shoulders ?? “wow, it feels like ages since i’ve said his name out loud.” anyone would say this wasn’t something to share with HER & yixuan would be the first but for some reason, this felt RIGHT to him.
tonight, under the starry sky, laid two lost children & they were desperately reaching out for something NEITHER would ever touch : s a l v a t i o n. however, at that moment in time, ( broken boy ) forgets what hovers above & instead ; looks beside him, where once again – he can see the stars. smiling, he leaves a soft kiss on her forehead & says in a joking tone : ’ let’s stop before this gets sad. ’ but he promised then ; he wouldn’t apologize anymore – he wouldn’t apologize for trying to reach for ( BROKEN GIRL ) , he wouldn’t apologize for what allowed him to see the stars. not that night, not ever again.
[text]: Do you seriously have that little respect for me?
( imssg ➜ sugar sweet angel ! DNT ANSWER ) : ?????( imssg ➜ sugar sweet angel ! DNT ANSWER ) : [ failed to send ] of course not wtf( imssg ➜ sugar sweet angel ! DNT ANSWER ) : [ failed to send ] who said i have any respect for you to begin with( imssg ➜ sugar sweet angel ! DNT ANSWER ) : sorry i think you might have the wrong number buddy
[text] I just hate that someone could make me trust him the way that I did / [text] I’m only saying it because I care about you / [drunk text] Can you pls remind me tomorrow of how much of a fool I made myself tonight
&. ❛ i just hate that someone could make me trust him the way that i did. “
( starlight ) ✔ mimi.. it’s not your fault.( starlight ) ✔ he was always this vicious.( starlight ) ✔ he turns everyone around him into a victim.( starlight ) ✔ he’s just .. rotten.( starlight ) ✔ he destroys everything he touches( starlight ) ✔ [ unsent ] i feel like i’m turning into him.( starlight ) ✔ but it takes a long time to see him for who he really is.( starlight ) ✔ if you finally did. ( starlight ) ✔ that’s all that matters.
&. ❛ i’m only saying it because I care about you. “
( starlight ) ✔ i know.( starlight ) ✔ but it’s his birthday.( starlight ) ✔ and i love him.( starlight ) ✔ people are going to put on their black dresses, pat my grandfather on the back and say how sorry they are( starlight ) ✔ but they don’t know who he was or the things he was afraid of.( starlight ) ✔ i know nobody wants me there.( starlight ) ✔ but i’m going anyway. ( starlight ) ✔ thank you for worrying.
&. ❛ can you pls remind me tomorrow of how much of a fool I made myself tonight. “
( starlight ) ✔ dw, everything has been recorded( starlight ) ✔ oh also !!( starlight ) ✔ the video of you singing fantastic baby with the convenience store lady got me like 1k new followers !!( starlight ) ✔ im famous !!( starlight ) ✔ i mean you are !! and i made it happen !! im like your manager !!( starlight ) ✔ i could basically drop out of school and live off your talent !!( starlight ) ✔ i’ll take u for breakfast as a thank u !!( starlight ) ✔ wear a face mask bc people will definitely b stopping u on the street !!
&. ❛ what does it say about my self-esteem if i continue this ? “
( starlight ) ✔ i can’t give you the answers. but i think ..( starlight ) ✔ it means you don’t care about yourself as much as you should.( starlight ) ✔ maybe it feels like nobody will love you when he stops but that’s not true.( starlight ) ✔ when he’s gone, you’ll have you. no one is more precious.( starlight ) ✔ you know, whenever i asked my mom if she was angry at my dad for leaving, she said it didn’t matter.( starlight ) ✔ because he was never midas, she was always golden. ( starlight ) ✔ my six year old brain didn’t understand that.( starlight ) ✔ but i think you do.
&. ❛ if we’re both single by the time we’re 30, let’s elope. “
( starlight ) ✔ deal.( starlight ) ✔ you’ll become a worldwide famous fashion designer and i can model for your brand.( starlight ) ✔ we’ll live everywhere.( starlight ) ✔ and move everytime we start to get comfortable.( starlight ) ✔ never settle down again.( starlight ) ✔ i would like to be living like right now.
&. ❛ please stop putting yourself down i hate when you talk badly about yourself. “
( starlight ) ✔ alright alright, i’m sorry( starlight ) ✔ i just woke up feeling weird today ( starlight ) ✔ feeling gloomy idk ( starlight ) ✔ do you wanna come over ?? if you’re not busy.( starlight ) ✔ i want to watch love, rosie again and cry
HIS EYES WERE ICE COLD — it was such a rare, sight but this harsh exterior always came out to play at the other’s presence. ( it would be funny, if it wasn’t so tragic. ) his BEST FRIEND in the entire world was HAD BEEN equal parts him & equal parts a woman just as hateful. but yixuan was different – ( RIGHT ?? ) yixuan protected him when they tried to steal his lunch money ; or did he see him laughing with them at the patio ?? ( NO ) yixuan fought for him when they tried to break his hand ; but he did seemed unharmed while signing his cast. ( NO ) yixuan warned him that she wore too much makeup & just wasn’t good enough ; was it her number that he blocked the last time they visited the aquarium ?? ( NO ) because yixuan was DIFFERENT. because yixuan was all he had. because inho knew a slaughterhouse when he saw one & it looked pretty much like the man standing front to them. a tailored suit, drinking fine champagne, gripping the waist of a woman he would NEVER love.
“don’t.” poor, pathetic, hopeless child. why — why now ?? why did it became HARD to do this alone, JUST NOW ?? “i mean, you can.” he said so, but his slender fingers gripped her arm tighter & the way he looked at her was simply — PRECIOUS. broken boy has glass eyes, tears threat to spill from them & he silently begs broken girl for help. he doesn’t understand how they came to this. he doesn’t see where they went wrong. he doesn’t know exactly which moment to go back to, so he can change things. HE DOESN’T KNOW — he doesn’t know ; he doesn’t know when they stopped wishing upon stars. well, can’t you see, broken boy ?? that neither does she ?? “or you can stay and take a leap of faith with me,” finally, he lets go from her arm, gently taking her hand in his, instead. he intertwined their fingers & smiled contagiously ; almost as if, moments ago, he WASN’T about to break. “i’m in, if you are.” just one word & the story BEGINS for us once again.
[text]: You also look amazing in that pic I can’t stop looking at it lmao
( imsg ➜ miran💖 ) : ʕ*ﾉᴥﾉʔ( imsg ➜ miran💖 ) : too bad i don’t look like that in real life, right? ba dum tss( imsg ➜ miran💖 ) : ...i’m sorry... for myself... i’ll do better next time( imsg ➜ miran💖 ) : …anyway, are you trying to make me blush??( imsg ➜ miran💖 ) : because you’ve succeeded( imsg ➜ miran💖 ) : especially since it’s coming from you( imsg ➜ miran💖 ) :😳🙈
