Jun 6, 2015
Tonight
Tonight I have watched my father. Tonight I have witnessed how crippled he is. How he isn’t “father” after all. Tonight, I stared at the realization that I don’t want to end up just like my Mother-- stuck in this hellhole for the sake of her children.
Tonight it hit me. If marriage is supposed to be like this--feels like this--- then I concede. There’s no love at all. And if there is, it isn’t as sweet as they say or as romantic as what the movies and books portray.
Tonight blew me away. Tonight I have seen things. Tonight .. was a truck and it ran over my bleeding heart