#missing what's gone

[missydurdenknowsbest]

I feel so broken. I miss my old life. I miss my kitties.

I thought my breaking point would've been my medical emergency. Turned out I'm stronger than that.

It's a stupid work dispute. I won't do shit about it because it's not worth the energy. But it made me realize how broken I feel at times.

Broken enough to finally write about it ...

[expectlongdelays-blog-blog]

Someday

I'm not going to want things I can't have. And I'll learn to live with the decisions I've made.