#mister crowbar

[knightnick]

Baby's first snow (SO gumpy about it) @mistercrowbar I saw Aldiirn's winter outfit and it reminded me so much of the silliest photo I have of myself as a baby, photo under the cut for everyone's amusement

[hollowphobia-casual]

So today is the day of one of my best friend’s birthdays, now, so, I had written something out that was all mushy and stuff, but I felt like I was trying to sell her too much and so, I just wanted to try something a bit more raw and a bit more embarrassing. When ever on twitter or tumblr someone unfollows me, I always check three people to see if they are still following me, one of those people.., is @mistercrowbar, I don’t hate most of my other friends, but I know they’ll put up with any of my BS and I know Crowbar will too, but, I’m more scared to loose Crowbar. Here is a person I have known for almost eight years of my life, this is longer than most IRL friends I have, the only one who was closer, actually left me and we’ve never spoken again and that has left me.., paranoid, broken, scared, worried and very, untrusting. But at the same time, it makes me so thankful for every second I log in and I see her still there, this amazing person who thinks I am decent enough to share in her circle of trust, who happily spends times with me, humors me, discusses with me and so much more, I am thankful for her everything little day of my life. In fact, I still get scared when she goes out on her motorbike, because I’m worried that I might not see one of my best friends anymore, and this isn’t just because, she has taught me everything she knows, that she aides me with my art or that we like the same things. She talks to me like I’m a human being, she respects me enough to tell me off when I’m wrong and give my ideas worth, she is a fun person to be around, someone you can trust and someone whose trust you don’t want to break. Hell I once even got jealous of a guy thinking they were being a better friend to her than me, how sad and pathetic is that. But that is the kind of friend worth having, cause I wouldn’t feel bad, if I didn’t care a whole lot. Happy Birthday Crowbar, I hope you enjoy your Reese’s