#mitchius.txt

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I've successfully stabbed myself in the thigh with a pencil and now blood is just oozing out, what a day

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heyooo

I’m mitch, I have the same url on instagram and I wanna put my stuff up here too just in case something weird happens to my ig account (it almost got deleted a few days ago)

also my tags don’t work on ig anymore all of a sudden? why tho

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i can't do this i can't fucking do this oh god i want to relapse so badly

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tired

i just feel so tired.

i took my meds today so i don't know what fucking else to do.

i'm a horrible person.

i'm horrible.

just so horrible and repulsive and i don't deserve all these good things in my life.

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fucking shit i hate myself so much i wish i could relapse but i don't want to end up in some mental health facility again. i just want to go to fucking sleep

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breaking a promise today

I'm so sorry I can't hold myself together anymore. I really want to be strong for you--for the both of us. I'd never thought I was going to fall apart like this. I'm going to keep fighting, even though I'm weary and beaten and weak. But I'll be hurting so much more alongside that. I still think that it's very much worth it to suffer for this. For us. This tunnel better have a fucking light as the end of it, because it's dark as all hell right now and I can't see shit. Otherwise, I'll drill a metaphorical hole into the end of that metaphorical tunnel just so we can see the metaphorical light again.

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to the prodigies in this world: hey kid, good job. keep it up. keep giving me more reasons to be insecure as fuck while you’re at it too

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Thanks a lot for the fucking crises I've had today. I need to get off of this fucking site.