#mitsubasousukefictive

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weirdest crossovers but fictives ig ??

mitsuba sousuke fictive in a poly with childe from genshin and sesshomaru from inuyasha (there's no age gap if anyone's concerned dw)

[fictionkinfessions]

Weirdest crossovers but fictives ig ??

Mitsuba sousuke fictive in a poly with childe from genshin and sesshomaru from inuyasha (there isn't an age gap if anyone's concerned, we're all the same age)

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I've been dating my boyfriend for 9 months now and I just now recently found out he's a kou fictive 😭 how the turns fucking tabled (just adding it in that he didn't know he was a fictive either until more recently)

The only good coincidence that's happened to me /hj

- mitsuba sousuke fictive

[fictionkinfessions]

Isn't it lovely to see two sourcemates interacting but ignoring you. I've been putting up with this shit for two years- maybe longer. I'm *always* ignored no matter what I fucking do, sourcemates NEVER care about me, they fucking interact once on a canon call post and then never again because I'm just not enough for them. I never am. I didn't have friends as a ghost and I still don't have my friends despite being a longterm host and being here for OVER 2 YEARS. Because they don't even *care* about me I'm so fucking sick and fed up with this why do I even bother at this point. I even SPECIFY in my posts "dni if you won't talk to me frequently!!!" And I STILL get talked to once and never again.

- mitsuba sousuke fictive.

[fictionkinfessions]

Me: has stated several times I have rlly bad abandonment issues, need to be talked to frequently, and makes frequent posts reaching out to sourcemates

Several sourcemates I'm mutuals with: oh let me just!! *ignore 24/7.*

I wish it was just a specific shitty person but no it's every single sourcemate I meet. 😁

- mitsuba sousuke fictive

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Uhfnfnf fictive clothes, both me and our perseus elwood (oc fictive) would sometimes wear a scarf to feel more like ourselves

We both didn't wear it often though because it was scratchy

- mitsuba sousuke fictive

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We're at a Christmas parade right now and I just. Imagined what a Christmas parade with kou would be like

Irs not fair I get another chance at life just like I wanted and he's not even here with me for it

- mitsuba sousuke fictive

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I keep saying I miss him and I want to meet kou again but.

I do miss him but. Im scared of seeing him again. I'm not the same and I feel like he'll hate me for that. Or he won't be able to deal with me, I'm gonna be too much. I'm gonna embarrass myself or do something to make him hate me or I'm gonna. Hurt him

I'm scared even if I miss him

- mitsuba sousuke fictive