tried it but was talking to a friend for a while and chickened out. when I get my tablet tomorrow, I’ll be drawing more. I want to move accounts again since the people I tried to escape from found out, (And I know why.) but it’d be useless. I really should start building a thicker skin. But it’s kind of funny- You know you’re on the wrong side when you say ‘good riddance’ to someone committing suicide. They call me the toxic one when I have yet to post anything angry towards her on blogs that aren’t this personal one, which I am still hesitant to say her name. And yet, she goes out of her way to “”call me out”” when there’s nothing to call out. I just- I don’t understand. I blocked her on everything because she kept doing crap like this and starting stuff. Just- ugh. Reason why I don’t fight back is because I know it’s useless. It’s too stressful and too worthless. If she’s happy beating me at whatever drama she thinks she’s starting, so be it. I don’t hate her, and I never will. I still respect her, despite what she’s done. I regret what I said in a private message to her; and I shouldn’t have said ‘fuck you’. that was pretty rude, despite what she did. Honestly, she could stab me and I would still respect her- honestly, I don’t blame her for wanting to. But like.. Ugh. I could clear my name, but there’s no point in it. No one would believe me and honestly, it’s not like they’d want to. I’m a filthy owner of a satire mmd blog, oh no. And honestly, I posted the thing in mmdcallout simply because I just wanted to make Kaasu happy, even if it hurt me. If it makes her feel like she’s gained something or feel special or just- happy she got rid of a burden on her shoulders, I won’t take that away from her. I still care about her enough to give her the satisfaction of that. But I don’t think any of this matters anymore. I don’t plan on coming back to the mmdc other than running mmdcallout and wtfmmd. I just hope she’s happy now. Anyway, after this, I’ll be waiting for my tablet to arrive and I’ll be drawing. I’ve gotten a bit better at it- I’ll probably submit what I’ve already drawn now. ;v; It’s not like super amazing but I think it’s alright.